i can't even sweat without you
& my hot little bedroom
smells of you
i can't light a candle
without thinking of you
asking me if that's a candle
or a coffee cup...
(i PROMISE i'm worthy)
please my
love
just let me
take care of
you.

& if you
never saw me
lying on the floor
again...?

what if i told you
i love you
while i was sleeping?

hurry up and get here
fill my doorframe
with your big frame
and i'll jump up with a little squeal
to let you fill me

shhh...
     just...
        be...
           with...
               me...
*[i've never heard
        anything
              so beautiful]

i gave my love so freely
& so often
to such
*******.
so that now i feel like i have nothing to offer a good man.
a good ******* man.
who maybe loves me too.
(maybe...)
its too much to even breathe life into such a thought
(i'm so in love with you)
i don't understand you yet
but honey
i want to love
everything
about
you...

i met him.
[the devil.]
i danced with him.
he's a good dancer.