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 Nov 2017 Heart of secrets
Kaye I
she's a song
you'll never hear
because you never listened.
her smile
those eyes
that face

the decor is pretty
and though it may fade

those eyes will infinitely shine from her hazel-green golden soul
my J
and then I asked you,
"What's your biggest fear?"

you gave me a quivering sigh,
looked at me straight in the eyes
and said,

"It's that eventually, you will see me
the way I see myself."
 Nov 2017 Heart of secrets
Ady
Let me tell you why i cound't love him,
when all he thought of me was idealized
like some fairy in a fairytale ready to
aid him on his quest on his story.
How he loved my dyed hair or how i never
seemed to settle on a color
but not because i was fickle  and adventurous
but because color fades naturally.
Let me tell you how he treated me like some
discovery, a treasure for greedy pirates
and suddenly i wans't even a person,
i was his involuntary manic pixie dream girl;
a level in a game, a mage to give him answers
when i didn't even understood the questions.
How i was somehow supposed to teach him
life and love when its just me being me,
a girl attempting to live her life and every flaw
suddenly glitter covered and gold encrusted;
my anxiety reduced to a quirk and my depression
just so edgy.
Let me tell you that I couldn't love a boy,
-selfcentered and presumptious-
when all he saw in me was a character and not
a partner.

A boy who never even knew me but pretended.
The sky looks so beautiful today,
Part of it is blue and the other half is gray,
The sun is barely showing it's rays,
I really hope to see the sun after this very day
I wish I could live someone's else's life for just one day,
I guess would like a little fun in my life for just one day,
My own life is complicated, boring, and too much to explain,
I'm more of a settled down and calm person other than being a wild person...
My life is boring
My life has been a storm,
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