You think from what she's witnessed she'd be afraid to fall inlove
or that she might hesitate to give someone her all
but she's the type of girl that would give until she has nothing left
that's another one of her bad habits that she wants to quit but it's too late
she's too inlove, too attached & she believes in destiny
she believes that if someone wanders away and comes back to them then its meant to be
she believes in soulmates
and she believed that she found hers.

she radiates of mystery but i have her figured out
her hands told me everything
they told me how she’s the way she is because the world wasn’t kind to her
her shoulders told me that they’re getting tired of carrying the weight of her past around
her lungs told me how they’re growing weaker and weaker every time she tries to exhale her stress out of her system
her bones told me they’ve become brittle from trying to hold her pieces together
her mind told me that it keeps getting darker in there, it’s begging me to save it
her eyes scold me for getting too close and trying to look into them, telling me to look away before i become another thing they have to watch her destroy
her legs are begging for forgiveness for all the times they made her walk away when all she wanted to do was stay
her heart doesn’t make sense anymore, i’ve been trying to understand it
her soul is the quietest of all, merely existing but not living, caring but not loving, just short of having the strength of taking her where she needs to be
i hear all of her speak to all of me in ways i’ve never imagined and every part of me is begging her to let me in to reassure hers
i’ll tell her hands that i’ll be kind to her from now on, i’ll give her all the love she deserved but didn’t get
i’ll tell her lungs to hang in there, i’ll take her stress from her and i’ll make it my own
i’ll tell her bones that i’ll hold her pieces together for her, they need a break anyway
i’ll tell her mind that i’ll be her light if she lets me, please let me
i’ll look into her eyes and tell them i’m not afraid of her destruction
i’ll tell her legs that i’ll forgive them for her, i’ll forgive her on behalf of everyone, i’ll have faith in her in behalf of everyone
i’ll tell her heart to take a break, it’s been through enough
and her soul, i’ll give it a reason to want to come alive again
to want to love again
i’ll be her strength when all she wants to do is be weak
i’ll hold her together when all she wants to do is fall apart
i’ll make the mess in her head clear up enough for her to feel the way she used to again
i’ll help her fall for every part of her, the exact same way i did

Your voice calmed every urging vein in me today, tuesday 17th of November. Baby I dont think I love you anymore. I think its the matter of need in my life, in the matter of you in every single picture that I've been doing in my life. I dont even know what good I did in my life to have someone like you. Your morphine voice  cured  every pain within me.

They say the people you meet are either a blessing or a lesson and baby you're a blessing, my favorite blessing and I never want you to leave because you bring good to my life. You're too good for me that it makes me wonder what did I ever do to deserve you in my life. You're one in a million and I'm the lucky one who found you. I may be too attached to you and you may effect me like crazy and it scares me sometimes but I don't mind because in the end you made me a better person, you make me want to aim for the best in my life and you make me the happiest. Baby, you are and you will always be the best thing that's ever happened to me and I hope you keep happening because I need you in my life and I don't even want to imagine my life without you.

When she sees him
it feels as if she has fallen down the rabbit hole
her heart pounds out of her chest at the sound of his voice.
overwhelmed
emotions overtake all logic
day is night and night is day
two souls were never so star crossed
he was the darkness
she was the light
one could not be without the other
and together they created beautiful masterpieces in the sky
but their togetherness was always so fleeting
moments that could not fully be captured
one always hoping to catch the other
always wishing their time together could last longer
but time never stood still long enough.

She's the girl that was spoiled and loved by her parents but when it came to needing someone to talk or a should to cry on they were never there.
Neither were her siblings or her so called friends.
So she's the girl that would cry alone in her bed hugging her teddy bear. She's the girl with a kind heart that was always being taken advantage of.
She never understood how people could have so much darkness in them.
She believed in being loyal to people.
She's the girl that kept drowning for people who wouldn't get in the **** water for her.

3 months ago she would cry herself to sleep, her heart would ache at the thought of you and how you made her feel like she was nothing. But now its 6 months later, you see her coincidentally again. She's in a really good place in her life right now and her smile reaches her eyes. You forgot how much you loved her smile. But now she's not the same weak person you knew, she's stronger than ever and she doesn't love you anymore. And this time you're the one with the heartache because you finally realize, you lost her.