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I don’t want to rush but I want you to know I feel at home with your skin on mine
Enveloped in your embrace I want to live there forever
Like a storybook from a fairytale I want to open your chest and write love songs on your heart
Drawn from our truth it’s this gorgeous art that speaks volumes of our souls that met in the sky one day
And aligned with the stars
We said I love you for the first time and I felt honesty.
Honestly, I want to blurt it out every chance I get
I think our hearts just met
I love you
I love you
But I can’t be a waterfall of words
Too scared that every time I say it the meaning loses its value
Don’t let them go to waste
The taste is too sweet
Too good
This life is a dance with you
Hold my hands
Yes both
And Like an oath
I will be here
To make the skies a little more clear
But running in the rain with you
Is still my favorite view
I dreamt about you last night
Dreamt that you carried my heart in yours
As we hiked across the wilderness through the trees that caressed our love
Dreamt that you Carried our child on your back as we hiked through the redwoods
Dreamt that you held my hand as we navigated through the trails of life
Dreamt that you met my favorite people in the world and became best friends
Dreamt that you held me as I cried
That I cheered for you as you soared
That we smiled and melted together
That you gave me your strength and I gave you my softness
That our love knew no bounds
That it created life
That it traveled through time
That it blew others away
That it took the hurt out of every pain
That it soothed tears
That it trailblazer through fears
That it spread its love to the heaves and above
And shook every soul it touched
And it touched the whole world

Feb 17th 2022
We stood in the temple,
where the air was thick with smoke and silence,
where grief braided itself into the wood,
and every nail hammered was a prayer.

I pressed my palm against the wall—
felt it throb like a second heartbeat.
The desert had taught me
that even sand remembers
the weight of footsteps long gone.

I came here with you,
not to hold on,
but to learn the courage of letting go.

Love—
our love—
was a fire that refused to go out.
It burned in the bones of every dance floor we crushed,
in the galaxies we mapped on each other’s skin,
in the laughter that refused to sleep,
even when dawn was begging us to.

But even twin flames
sometimes learn
that too much fire
can leave the house we built in ashes.

So we stood there,
in the temple,
our hands heavy with memory,
our hearts heavier still.
I thought of the nights
we crowned ourselves king and queen of the cosmos,
how we spun the world into music,
and how the music never once asked us
to stay the same.

The truth is—
I could love you forever
and still set you free.
Because love is not a cage;
it’s a doorway.
And sometimes the most radical devotion
is the opening of the door,
the whispered blessing as the other one walks through.

I didn’t burn anger here.
I burned the maps of resentment,
the suitcases of should-have-beens.
I burned the ache that said
I had to grip tighter or lose everything.

And in the rising smoke,
I saw our story—
not ending,
but shape-shifting,
like the desert wind.

This was not goodbye.
This was gratitude carved in flame.
This was the altar of all we survived,
the cathedral of everything we dared to feel.

And as the temple burned,
I knew—
we are not lost.
We are a constellation.
We are the echo of joy in every bone of this desert.
We are the proof
that even in the letting go,
love remains.
I don’t know where I’m going
I know where I have been
I want to get going
On the life I imagined
I want I linger I decide I regret I realize I dwell on the

he said I was his dream girl, his grandest love, his sweetest thing
I desire him but need to be spoken of in power words not words of ownership and lack of autonomy
I am persuasive I am strong
I am forceful fierce and nasty when I wasn’t supposed to be
I have an angry streak a side of me I only let those I love truly see
I hurt the ones I love when they hurt me
I make mistakes I’m imperfect I’m messy I’m unstable
But I also love deeper I cry harder I laugh with abundance and such intoxicating infectious ness it moves mountains
I am creative I am a gypsy I am compassionate and adventurous and humorous and butterflies fly freely to my heart because even the sweetest things in life fly to those that are equally as sweet
I breathe in ice take the hurt out of your pain and breathe out fire and action and triumphant desire
You will long for me when I am gone
Of that I am sure
I am a hard one to hold onto
You were a good one to love and be loved by

Make no mistake there are those I miss but no one who has ever loved me has ever been able to forget.
I am lion, hear me roar
I dare to be free of societal norms
I wish to travel the world and see myself in challenging situations
Unpredictable circumstances
Overwhelmed with obstacles and facing my fears by tackling them one at a time
Head on no hesitation no turning back no guide to lead me in the right direction
I wish to fall and pick myself back up again, even if it hurts sometimes
I yearn to learn from my mistakes, I dare to make big ones
I long to be uncomfortable
I want I need I must do and be and see what will become of me in the most uncomfortable surroundings
I wish to smell the air in different cities
To walk along new and old roads that my feet have never touched
Unpaved dirt paths cobble ****** streets grass at my feet
I want to soak in the soil and smell the earth as I pitch my tent in the wild
I am looking for something bigger than myself
Something outside the realm of comfort to test my ability to take risks
to be spontaneous to be resourceful to find myself again and again
to be free
to be wild
to live with no regrets and go and DO exactly what I want to
to listen to the song in my heart and the beat of my drum to
to really see people for the first time
not just look but really see them, see their souls, hear their stories, share our wanderlust in our togetherness, to feel the authenticity of sharing the same thoughts
share our experiences and our joys as we embark on new journeys every single day
to fall in love with strangers to jump off the cliffs to search out what it means to really be alone
aloneness – to find out what it takes to be fully happy being alone, not lonely, but alone
to give as much as I can give of myself, my creativity, my endurance, my pain, to let go
to try hard, to work hard, to make a difference
to be seen
to be heard, to be one with nature and to live with such lightness that I soar above all possibilities, to fly free as the birds
I want to be exactly who I am and more
I want to find out what I can do when I am out of my element
Out of my comfort zone
What will become of me when I no longer have the safety net of home around me?
I need this. For myself. To prove to myself I am bigger than a passive pawn in the twisted game of this American life
I will conquer
I will triumph
I will live up to my fullest potential
and I will surprise myself
I will never be fully happy until I do this.
You're my warmth when I'm cold
You're my light when I've gone out
You're my smile when I cry
You take the pieces of me that I hate and love them to pieces

What you are is a true believer
A seeker
A do gooder
And an earth loving, optimistic boy who is determined to save the world

I don't know if we are right together but together right now feels right.
A poem about you.
Give love
Be and see love
You forget yourself when you think of me
And then you remember you are the surest thing
Your dream is the dream that will be remembered
You fight on through your loved one’s peril
You make me want to punch you with your self-righteous remarks
Your judgments that injure me and my actions
Your opinions that speak louder than words as if the louder you speak, the more they will ring true
You have eyes of blue steel that have stolen my heart
Your strength in character shows up on the red on your sleeve
You understand when I fight against you
You forgive when I slap and ridicule you
You give your heart away, your time to me, you love harder and stronger than anyone I've ever known
You give yourself more to acts of kindness for me
You love freely with no boundary
You see me
You forgive me

I care too much about the little things you say
The things that matter to me don’t matter to you
It hurts
Money is lacking
Security is nowhere
Stability does not exist
Responsibility is you being irresponsible
Time and time and time again
These are all words you deem you hate
Yet you declare you hate nothing
No thing matters to you and that spells out “WARNING” signals to my aching heart

I ache for normalcy
I yearn for stability
I want to build a life with you, you declare it
Yet the building blocks are not there
I want you to succeed
But wanting and waiting and wishing and hoping are taking its toll on me

I want your brand of love but I deeply need stability
what is there to do?
can both exist between me and you?
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