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GuiseOfALoner Jul 2015
Where do I find love?

If love is an object,
Someone must have lost it somewhere.

Where do I find love?

If heaven knows,
It must be written in the stars.

One day I woke up,
Lost all my senses.
What's the use of living,
If I can't find love?

Where do I find love?

If love is possession,
Would they care if its on their pockets?

Where do I find love?*

If the park is decent,
How long will I sit on the bench?

There is a vast wildness out there.
Them crazy people would walk the miles.
What have they done for love?
It doesn't make sense anymore!

Where do I find love?
There must be a place.
Can someone please tell me where do I find it?
Where do I find love?
GuiseOfALoner Jul 2015
Hungry,
Lying under a tree,
Waiting for an apple to fall down on me.
I know it will never happen today.
Nothing seems to be working anyway.

I am done trying. I'm done.
GuiseOfALoner Jul 2015
The spotlight illuminates,
A face of a daring angel.
For every word she sings,
Is the most wonderful tale of all.

Mary, why do you try so hard?
Are dreams winning you this time?
For when you don't cry,
Deepest, you're in your ocean of tears.

Mary, when will you stop?
Can't you see darling?
For when we're at the edge of your spectacle,
The judgement favors the dullest.

They see your light,
All they do is pretending.
Trying to bring you down.
In the most obvious sense.

I've seen it all Mary.
How can I mend you?
I'd wish to keep some burdens,
Just to bring out the best in you.

When tomorrow arrives,
You're gonna try again.
Will your eager heart,
Make it through this time?

I wish. I wish.
GuiseOfALoner Jul 2015
You watch her glow with love
You made her with all your might.
In her earnest willing love,
You lost your inner light.

Lurking in the abyss of shadow,
Over them and waiting for yours.
No one gives a **** below,
To a love that never knocks your door.

You're all empty and black,
How do you color yourself in?
Your wondrous envy seems stacked,
Renders you from deep within.

Love him on your own,
Love him till the earth is ******.
No one love in her own alone,
For one is two and two is one.

See how this great love,
Turns into a monstrous hazard.
A mighty fire you couldn't walk out of,
Unreciprocated, unrequited, unheard.

Why build her a bridge?
When it's silly not for you.
A love you never had won't bewitch.
When said all things are true.

Now through your walls,
Go dry your tears.
Shout your endless hall,
Till it reaches to someone's ears.

Time to tell the bucket of pains,
To conquer despair amid vanity.
And friendship is there to gain,
Against your lair of unconquered fantasy.

A pain that's not clenched,
A friend that's honest.
Let love that longs to be quenched,
Be deserved a beautiful promise.

Love is learning to let go,
Of yourself in a mazy bird's cage
Imprisoned as a fool so long ago,
Time to fly higher for a new age.
first poem here

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