My love

You can stop suffering

Your biggest dream is about to be realized

And I...

I will go on my way, without your care

I know...

That I wasn't made for you

And what happened between us was lost in darkness

It's sad for me

But it doesn't matter anymore

I'm going to draw my line

I'll run away

I'll leave you alone

May you have luck on your side

I wish you'll be happy

Even though I'll be miserable

I'm going to suffer

But I won't die

Even though I won't have you

It was my turn to lose

But I will win you back

I will wait ever so patiently...

Forgive me

If I ask for more than what I can give

If I scream when I must be silent

If I run away when you need me most

Forgive me

When I say, "I don't love you anymore".

They are words that I've never felt and that are now turned against me

Forgive me

If my hands have ever hurt you

If I spent one day away from you...

In someone else's arms, body, and skin

Forgive me

If I'm not who you deserve

If I'm not worth the pain you've paid time and time again

Forgive me

And don't look for a reason or a "why"

You can blame it all on me

Forgive me

If there is one thing I want from this life, it's you

Forgive me...

It hurts more to leave you.

Than to stop living.

Your goodbye hurts more.

Than the worst punishment He could give.

I don't want to and I can't forget you.

I don't wish to love someone else.

It would be stupid to run away.

Because wherever I go, I have you inside of me.

Why do you give me the right to love again?

If I prefer to be your prisoner.

Maybe I couldn't find the proper way.

Of knowing you, and fulfilling your happiness.

You have been the love of my life.

My world was dark until I found your light.

I made mine your gestures, your laughter, and your voice.

I made mine your words, your life, and your heart.

You have been the love of my life.

Yet, you continue to be the love of my life.

For whatever you want most, please don't throw me out.

On my knees, I'm begging you, please don't leave me like this.



I try my best, but I can only understand.

For what motive could I have lost you.

Because lately, I've been feeling lost.

In the back of your forgiveness, your silence, and your hatred.

You are a precious stone.

Like a divine jewel.

Worth so much to me.

If my eyes are not lying.

If my eyes are not betraying me.

Your beauty has no comparison.

I once had the illusion of having a love that gave my life value.

Then once I saw you, I wanted to love you with all of my strength.

You are the gem that He turned to a woman for the good of my life.

So that is why I want to say and shout that I love you.

That is why I raise my voice, blessing your name, asking for your love.

Why shouldn't they know that I love you, my love?

Why shouldn't I say it, if we've united both of our hearts, our souls?

Why should it matter if one day they see me crying?

If they ask me, I'll tell them that I still love you so much.

We can only live once.

We need to learn how to love and to live.

We need to learn that life mocks us and will only leave us in tears.

I don't want to feel guilty later on.

Over what could have been, but never was.

I want to enjoy this life, having you so close to me until the day I die.