Perhaps,
If i am not scared to admit it,
If i am not a coward as i am now,
If i am not as stupid as i was then,
Maybe,
Just maybe,
We could be each other's world

you can lean
on the tennis court fence
and tell me
about your day, your week,
your life.

i can sit
on the tennis court floor
smoking bits
taking petty photos
of the sky,
as you say how bad it is
to be alive.

we'll find
comfort in loneliness
and when we
finally feel okay,
i'll snap
a new photo
of our sky.