I cut for you
deep scars I love
they remind me
Of the hate

I do my drugs
get my tats
shake my ****
it's where its at

Then go home
go to bed
get depressed
give some head

wake up in the morn
blanket covers my arms
In the light of the sun
I see them all in there glory
I go and have some fun
cutting deep, I write my story
I hope they never find me
When I go to the final extreme

Going to paradise today
Going to be so nice today
Won't make a **** bit of difference what anybody says
Cause I'm in paradise today

**** the landlords
**** the police
**** the naysayers
Who can't get no relief
**** everyone
Who wants to steal the peace

I hope this can last forever
I hope were happy together
Smiling like dope, feeling light as a feather
time as we go, getting better and better

Paradise you are ours
Don't ever leave our side
I pray you take us on a ride
And we never ever return even if we have to die

I want to be with you on the other side
Even if I have to leave today
I got nothing to pack, Nothing I can take
Just my soul. Just my love, Nothing fake

Come with me in the driving rain
Take a chance,make a dance, a thunder dance
Impending lightning sky, potential suicide
You're crazy you cried, Yet you need me inside
so we ride on the lightning together
And knowing one strike puts us together forever

blood red, cut with me, make your pact, can't you see
You could just call me crazy and run away far from me
Yet you know I would die, the most torturous cry and pleads
just so you could live and breath, with my guts on the sword as I bleed

Mother maybe said I was poision for you
Yet mother never knew how much I'd die for you
Yet mother never knew how much my love is real for you
And how much I pray that we may become a solid crew
Like bonnie, Like clyde, without the bullet ride!!
Impending doom, Lightning Sky.Im consumed with you til I die!!

Mother still says Im poision and you are permananently glued
Stuck to me, cant get away, wont fade away, cant come loose
But then again I like your obsession and I surely adore mine
I swallow you up like a possession, Im a vampire I **** you to make you my bride

We cut, we wear goth, everybody says we went off the deepest end
We said thats enough, painted our lips black, Our hair looks like sin
We are one in our dress, we are one in our flesh, we are everything
Im thankful we possess each others brains and nothing about us is lame
The Day I met you in the palace of my heart is the day you came
And the song we sing is the most heavenly in the lightning and the rain

Mother maybe said I was poision for you
Yet mother never knew how much I'd die for you
Yet mother never knew how much my love is real for you
And how much I pray that we may become a solid crew
Like bonnie, Like clyde, without the bullet ride!!
Impending doom, Lightning Sky.Im consumed with you til I die!!

I sing about the ******
Here I go
A girls got to make a living
Sometimes it's a hard way to go
Theres not always a million things one can do
at a moments notice to have bucks for food
Sometimes you play the harlot and **** for food
for your kids, for yourself, and who wants to judge
from their high horse holding a grudge
saying they just a cancer, **** or sludge
You've never been there so shut the **** up
and practice this little thing called love
it goes a long way if you know where it comes from
its more than a feeling caught inside
It can be a healing for those on a hell ride

next time you see that girl in the street
give her some love and don't be a judge
get her out of the hell and off of the street
could be your daughter at nineteen

Give your love, forget the circumstances
Give your love, show some faith of whatever chances
Give your love, This isn't a happenstance
Give your love, or nothing's going to happen

I sing about the girl
here she comes
life is harder, harder than it's fun
she does what she does for the little ones
so like I said if you judge youve never been there
That's the way it always is for those who don't care
when you should be going out there
and showing your love like the christ like person that cares

Give your love, forget the circumstances
Give your love, show some faith of whatever chances
Give your love, This isn't a happenstance
Give your love, or nothing's going to happen

I looked at a roof
I looked at a loft
I looked at some pills
Thinkin ways to be off

I looked at the future
I felt the nails dig in
I looked at everyone I love
I felt the nails dig in

I looked at the people
To whom I'm a slave by debt
I don't want to be evil
But I just soon run away from it

down
and I got to get up
I'm so down
and I got to get up

I looked at the prices of the guns
I'm broke so I can't buy none
I looked at the eyes of a sad person
And wondered how they can go on

I felt all the people that ever left
And wonder if now if they have regret
They tell us to stay yet they don't know whats best
They don't know what's on the other side of all of this

I keep looking at the faces
of everyone I have loved
And wonder if they'd do better
If I wasn't here to judge

I know I promised you I would see it through
Please forgive me it's so hard to even breath anymore
Don't hold it against me, Remember I love you, forever true
I may looked like I never cared but I did and that I swear
I was never lazy but deeply blue to the depths you never knew
And now as I take my last swing I plead again I love you.

As my eyes swell up with tears
I think of all the stolen years
And it took a real man to face these fears
And let it all go and hope you'll conquer
Your loneliness, without me here
your solemnness and your future so near

As low as I can go
Seems to be the way the river flows
As solo as I can be
Looking up at the solemn trees
looking down at my bended knees
drowning in a pool of clear blue sea

As I look back at you
as everything turns to dust and salt
I see a person so true
And I see me so full of every lie that's bought
And it's you I forever sought
And I failed even you in the end, I never fought

I let the demons come and have me
I let the angels forget and ignore me
I let the screaming have my ears so loudly
I forgot who you were, I was supposed to protect and serve
and now you're getting nothing you deserve
But more pain and more vain words

I love you baby, Goodbye
I couldn't stay in, But I tried
Good night.

leap into the darkness
looking for a clue
Creep into the madness
you don't know what to do

been here for years
And it's the same faces everywhere
Can't easily turn to where
You need to be and say I'm out of here

We bare the pain
We bare the years
Pray it's not in vain
We bare the tears

Running from the past
with the future close behind
If it doesnt change we don't last
we just stay numb and blind

into our mental prisons
with all the ghosts that can be
haunting with precision
with all the past we don't want to see

We bare the pain
We bare the years
Pray it's not in vain
We bare the tears