Its darker place I ever been,
Cherish wonderful day,
With tears through my face,
Tough mean brave,
Rough means deep,
I swallow all my pain.

Its never always okay,
Even you say you fine thank you,
How I good in lying,
To the smoke that hit my eyes,
Then I cry so hard,
Through all what I had done,
I still cant stand all by myself.

Today, is bright day,
Bright just on the outer,
Cant feel my heart in the inner,
Why I cant let all this go away?
Just one day one night, ya,
Just for today.
Because it should be wonderful day,
To me. Just for today.

Both pretending,
Never showing,
Both keeping,
Never giving.

I thought I can,
Be always by your side,
But actually I never will,
You actually can live without me.

Did all those memories just passed by?
Or it lingering in your head just like mine?
I never regrets met you that day,
I regrets why you never came back until today.

At first I thought I'm in love,
With your beautiful eyes and lies,
But then you didnt care at all,
Left me your heart and knife.

I wandering when I will forget about you,
You left me your memories just around corner of my mind,
I thought I might just erase it if I can,
But I forget, your name had been glued in my heart.

I might be so strong you see,
But no one knows whats my heart speaks.


; I lose you already and I will lose your memories someday. Try lose those memories till I lost anywhere.

Rain, rain, go away,
Because of you the pain will stay.
Slit my throat, cut out my heart,
Leave me here, tear it apart.

Poison tears stream down my face,
My heart beats at a steady pace
As I try to stand again;
Alone and standing in the rain.

I don't need you anymore...
Is what I think while tears pour.
I hate you like I hate my life;
But love is what cuts like a knife.

Love is death and death is you;
Its pain stains like a black tattoo.
Those memories come back again
And bind me in the ropes of pain.

Crimson blood streams down my head
Like a long, silk ribbon, tied by a thread,
To a platinum bullet, a hole in my skull...

...Now just a memory that's faded and dull.

Hearing the breathing
Seeing the dreaming
Create an imagination
Beyond the expectation

Last year
Lighten candle
Sweet muffins
Birthday's song
; Almost perfect

This year
Uncertain feeling
Untied bond
Sad songs
; *Forever bleed