I'm going to continue smiling,
opening the door for others,
laughing at my mistakes and flaws,
enjoying what I find interesting,
and being polite even to those who probably don't deserve it.
But I am not a judge
nor do I have the power to dictate what anyone should receive.
So,
I will try not let anyone's
bitterness or intolerance
prevent me from being the good person I know I should be.

You're nothing like
a good back massage
after a really long day.

You're more of a toe
that has been stubbed
off a coffee table
at 3 am;

You **** me off.

The obvious obfuscates the mind,
The obvious sometimes we not read;
The obvious, from we dare not veer;
The obvious is always so ubiquitous,
The obvious is what misses the mark,
The obvious, from we always try to hide;
The obvious fails to ring a bell of caution,
The obvious is what we choose not to see,
The obvious, we see through tainted glass.
The obvious reason we miss out on truth;
It is obvious of our nature to create our own,
The obvious cannot always mar our perception;
The obvious is not so obvious, like an apparition,
Mistaking the obvious for a hallucination;
And not dwelling on the obvious, but everything else.


© Amitav (Radiance)

You told me I wanted it,
But still to this day,
I don't think I've ever wanted anything less.
The feel of your hot breath
Against my *******,
Is a feeling I will never forget,
Though if wishes come true it'd be one of the few I'd chose
To lose.

You tore off my trousers
And in that instant,
You snatched away my innocence,
Like a thief in the night
And it was night,
Only thieves steel objects, not
Metaphorical representations of childhood.

This wasn't love making
This was sin,
And the devil danced in victory, between the sheets.

Tears laces my cheeks,
And dropped down my neck
And you lapped them up
In a split sec
Ond.
You trespassed all over me
With those poisoned lips
Those soiled hands
My hips didn't respond to the demands
You imposed and
I tried so desperately to close you out.

But,
You came in anyway,
Like a supermarket,
Despite the sign clearly lined to remind you
That it was out of hours.
Despite the plaque that said keep of the grass
You trampled on it anyway
And the hundred showers
I drowned myself in after
The fake smiles, the laughter
Still haven't succeeded in
Washing you out.
Of everything.
You seep through the cracks
Every night, as I hold myself tight
I have to remind myself
You're not there
You're elsewhere.
And people wonder why I struggle to sleep
My answer
I forgot how to count sheep
After the night you sliced up my dreams and threw me into relentless nightmares.

I met him at the grocery store,
his arms so strong Like that of a stone,
he looked so stunning miss he said,
you look like a bunny,
let me give you a ride,
I think its sunny,
I was ashamed,
who cares when offered me a shade,
at least he could share,
he sounded so amazing,
I was freezing,
weeks gone by,
I placed him in friend zone,
after we got back from ozone,
he hardly spend,
but keeps complaining his bank account is red,
as a girl of class,
I was fed up of him bringing bread,
funny enough,
he never asked us to go to bed,
my homies,
said he was a zombie,
soon enough I drove him,
weeks gone by,
I saw him in a Lamborghini,
with my best friend,
who said he was lame ,
I'm all to be blamed,
I will never forget her name.