I feel like if I give him what he wants he'll love me...even if he doesn't  he still does..
But I feel like a party pooper cause im not letting him do drugs...

He's been bullied
Abuse at home
He just simply asked to be left alone

He sits on the bathroom floor with a rope in his hand,
trying to tie a noose in order for him to complete his plan.
He stands on a chair not ready to know what's about to happen

He takes his last breath.. And places the noose around his neck..
He kicks back the chair
And tries not to gasp for air
He's dead and gone but he knew that nobody cared.

Now He's up where he belongs sitting there happy with god

I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I just wanna turn away and slam the door
Hide inside a box or lay on the floor
I don't feel like I should exist
But I know I'll be missed
I just want my old life back instead of being stuck in this mist

It doesn't **** you...
But It makes you forgetful & dumb
It can be addicting even when you say it don't.

I can't even talk to you when you're all doped up. It makes me sad that you'd just turn to drugs.

Im tried of begging
Im tired of being mistreated
I just want to run my life without you being misleaded
Im not a kid
Im 17

Im tired of this life ive been living
Being treated like a kid and not even a human being.
You say you love me...but I believe you hate me.
You keep me locked up
I feel like helpless animal in a cage
Please let me go before I fill with rage

Im tired of you
Im tired of life
Im not a kid anymore
So treat me right

I never noticed you
Till you talked to me in class
You were always kind to me
Not wanting a piece of ***

We didn't talk much
But that was okay
You made me laugh almost every
Single day.

I told god that I was done looking for love that it had to come to me
Two days later
There was a miracle in geometry

He asked me to be his girl..
I was shocked and nervous
and didnt know what to say
So I told him I think about it for a day

I gave him my number
And I gave him my answer
Now we been dating for 5 months
And we've been happier than ever

She's suffering from depression
Leaving cuts and scars down her body
Having stories to tell
But secrets hidden
She tries to break out of it
But her inner self screams in pain
She knew that she'll never become new but just stay the same.