Love is cruel,
Unlike a jewel.
Love is cold,
Unlike pure gold.
Love is fake,
Meaning heart-break.

I realize you're taken but that it isn't fair.
You make me feel beautiful, smart, wanted.
When you're with me everything else melts away.
If you don't love me then at least pretend you're in love.

Flowers and petals cover my pain.
The sound of your voice drives me insane.
You I won't miss.
As you ******* a kiss.
Go ahead throw my heart down the drain.

The mask that I embrace,
Is a smile that covers my face.
My whole life's been a lie,
Behind my laughter I cry.
I am useless, stupid, fat,
Very ugly and insulted at.
The pain inside the truth,
Is rotting away my youth.
I conceal my pain at a cost,
For everyday is a battle I've lost.
My tear stained face is hidden,
To show it's true form is forbidden.
But you just stole a chance to see,
Now I'm screaming don't look at me!

I can't sleep anymore.
My tears cover the sheets and
my eyes burn with a longing to see you.
The dark creeps up behind me,
closing in on my worst fears.
I wake up screaming, crying,
and throbbing...
waiting to feel secure but I can't.
It never stops, the torment keeps
killing me, making me hide in the shadows.
Stay with me throughout
the everlasting night.
My dreams were killed off long ago.
I'm terrified of the abyss below.

The thought of being away from you
blackens my thoughts,
black tar slowly mixes with the bright colors
the rainbow slowly fades into fifty shades of grey,
my whole drive grinds to a halt,
I regress into a state of melancholy,
I stand above the hole in which
my happiness is being buried,
I'll wait night and day
until I see that blessed breathtaking smile.

Struggling to stay alive,
We found ways to survive,
That was when we found love.
A feel that the sky is over us,
That it will always be above,
And the clouds rained of fluff,
Showering us in nothing but love.

Love penetrates the clouds,
To let the sunshine pass through,
For wherever the sky enshrouds,
There lives a little love too.