Ember Evanescent

Ember Evanescent Jan 2015

You are really lucky my best friends don't know where you live.

You are probably very attached to your limbs. It would be a shame if they ended up UNattached. Careful. My friends and I are insane.
Inf!ckingsane.

Normal girls:

Girl: And that's what he said!

Friend: Oh, honey. He is a worthless ******* he doesn't deserve you. You can do so much better. Here, I'll be over in 30 minutes with ice cream and your favorite movies. Put on your sweats and we'll ***** about men for two hours.

And then there's us:

Me: There, that was the entire conversation.

Best friend in existence: K you get the chainsaw I'll get the knives.

Me: K cool. Meet at the flamethrower store.

Her: 10 minutes?

Me: See you then.

#yousaycrazybitcheswesayawesomemaniacs #beafraid-beveryafraid

Ember Evanescent Jan 2015

HEARTLESS

What?
Oh no that's alright

I never liked my heart anyway

By all means, please
go ahead and beat the living hell out of that useless thing

all it does is get me into trouble anyways.

Please, go on

Rip it out of me and stomp on it

Pierce it with a poisoned blade

What do you care?

You don't know how that would feel

How could you?

You've always been

And will always be

HEARTLESS

I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him except it is difficult not to text him.

#no #stupidboy #imdonewithhimithink

Ember Evanescent Jan 2015

Why I don't want you. Not anymore.

I can buy beauty
I can buy artificial happiness
I can buy ***
I can buy pretty lies
I can buy obedience

But

I can't buy respect

I can't buy creativity

I can't buy goodness

I can't buy trust

I can't buy love

That's why I don't want you.
Because a relationship with you
Would just be something I could buy

Yeah. I am currently in the process of convincing myself this guy would be nothing but trouble and I should let him go. Encouragement appreciated. I'm better off without him. Right?

#boytroubles #stupidgirlissues #ihavenolovelife #imbetteroffwithouthim #convinvemyself

Jan 2015

WickedHope

'X's Are Finite

the cuts on my sides
and the bruises on my legs
are nothing compared to
your words
and my thoughts
deadly combination

Where did you hide the switch blade
you held to my throat earlier?

X

#suicide #mind #insanity #control #selfharm #done #x #canttakeanymore

Ember Evanescent Jan 2015

new year and you still don't get it.

I don't have a new years resolution this year
But it always ends up becoming the same thing

"Aim to become less ugly, learn how to be pretty"

Still working on that

Maybe I'm shallow
Or maybe
I'm just broken

Maybe I just would like one year to he truly pretty
Because I don't have enough inner beauty to rely on that
And you know what

To everyone who sees me
I'm just and Ugly Girl.

If someone tells me to wear less makeup one more time I'll either break down crying or commit a homicide. Maybe both.

#justshutupokay #youdontgetit

Jan 2015

WickedHope

Ha, You've Always Been Such A Liar

won't you pick up,
answer your phone,
and keep your promises

for once?

why do i cling
to toxic things?

#3am