I am breathing
But the air does not
Fill my lungs
Days overlap and melt
Into each other,
Life is slipping like sand
Through the hour glass
I am running out of time
Thoughts of life flash
By my eyes and linger
Closing my eyes,
A familiar gory picture is plastered
On the tip of my eyelids,
I lose inner perspective
As 'Russian Roulette' fades
Back through the speakers,
You know it's messed up when you
Can start relating to that ****
A brush of death,
One flimsy stroke,
On a vast canvas
The remnants of my conscious surrenders
And a lifeless body lies there.
It's lonely you know,
Having so many mental
Disorders reside in you,
Each fighting for survival
And
You can’t make sense of the noise invading your mind like the pungent
Odor of sacrificials
The sound of my voice
Is fading like the echo of sirens Vibrating in a storm
Of dust and sand
Leaving my heart semi dead
Everyday I get up
Pretending not to care,
Pretending not to fall apart
Permitting excuses and lies
It's easier this way,
Pretending not to feel
The strings holding me
Together loosening,
Not to notice my soul
Sinking into the ground
To shake awake the bodies of
Those long buried to help
I am a breathing corpse
Doesn't anybody see?
Don't they see the strange lines
Outlining my brown skin, or
The scars circling my eyes?
Time stands still,
Clutching to the dances
Of sleepless nights
And my nocturnal eyes
Do not see
Anything beyond moonlight
Like they used to.
I am rattling confessions
Disguised in rituals
Of last rites, these words
Floating through my mind
Just let me write them out,
Let me write away

A S
W E
S T AN D
O U T S I D E
I N T O
T H E
N I G H T

W E
K I S S E D
O N C E

A N D
T H E N

WE
K I S S E D
T W I C E

S O M A N Y
T I M E S
A L L
T H R O G H O U T
T H E
N I G H T

S T R A I G H T
F R O M
T H E
B O T T O M
O F
O U R
H E A R T S

L I T T L E
T H I N G S
S T A R T S
T O
S P A R K
I N
O U R
S P O T L I G H T

W H E N
W E
L O O K
U P
I N T O
T H E
S K Y
T O
S E E
T H E
S T A R S

A T
T H A T
M O M E N T
I
C A N
S E E
T H E
L O O K
I N
Y O U R
E Y E S
A N D
T H E N

I
R E A L I Z E D
T H A T
Y O U R
K I S S I S
W E R E
A
P R O M I S E

A S
W E
S T AN D
O U T S I D E
I N T O
T H E
N I G H T

Y O U
F A C S I M I L E
Y O U R
S M I L E

A N D
T H E N
Y O U
B U T
L I P S T I C K
M A R K S
O N
M Y
N E C K
A
B E A U T I F U L
B R I E F
A T T A C H M E N T
I
W I L L
N E V E R F O R G E T

Here are my poetry lips..go ahead take a nibble
Seductive is the tongue that speaks this riddle
Brushing your cheek..becoming hypnotized
Captured by the Devilish look in your eyes
Bite me..kiss me..turn up my flame
Inspire..Ignite me..feel me in your brain
When I'm gone my words remain
Lust transformed to sustain
Fantasy poetry more lines from my mind
Emotional energy continues to climb
Bringing me back to those lips
Bodies pressed together as I grip your hips
Succulent is the taste of your soul
Tongues clash dancing out of control
Minds blast off through time and space
Energy transformed to no gender or race
Potent..******..Chemistry we got it
To much can be toxic..no way we can stop it..
Surrender to the waves of my flow
Chaotic like the ocean out of control
Feel the nature of this Beast..bring him to peace
Exotic is your Beauty causing any curse to cease
Reality..Fantasy.. we can do what we wish
Spiritual flames immerse our lips for this Poetry Kiss..

Oh Poetry, Oh Poetry
You have given me new life
And another reason to be scolded by the one in my life
She doesn't approve of any thing that I do
to her I'm just a silly rhyming fool
She is the anti poet I don't say this in jest
She says poetry ***** and points her finger in my chest
I crack a big smile as I sit in eternal bliss
I ponder my next poem will it be a hit or miss?
Should I make one about flying away on wings of words
Or create a universe where I float away on ships of verbs
My mastery is endless as I spin a syllable through time upon my magic carpet made of rhyme
For finally, I have found my one true home my confidence everyday has grown
I'm grateful to this ancient art, I pledge to poetry to do my part
To reintroduce what wasn't lost for that I will pay any cost
Oh Poetry, Oh Poetry you have given me life
I was just kidding
With poetry I can express my love in many ways to the one in my life
As long as she doesn't knock my
Oh Poetry, Oh Poetry. =D

Why is it sometimes we force our love?
Is it in our nature to push and shove?
Forcing our will upon our obsessions and desires
Chances burning up like a funeral pyre
I know, I've been down that path
Its riddled with lovesick fools who never did their math
You need to stop it!!
It will never work
All your doing is multiplying the hurt
For "True Love" from the beginning is true
Nothing anybody or anything one can do
Destiny will always find its path
It's laid with broken hearts that felt its wrath....