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EG Mar 2016
I can hear my heart pounding in my head
I'm so ******* mad
I want to destroy everything in my path
I'm a ******* terror to see
And it's all because I simply cant be me...
-E.G
EG Mar 2016
****
I felt like I was a little girl again
Butterflies in my stomach and both of us cheesing ear to ear
Its been a while since I seen you
My heart beats faster just by looking at you
And I've never stopped wanting you
Those eyes make me melt
Your lips tease me every time they move
And your voice and laugh turn me on
Your hands are big and strong and I want them all over me
****
We vibe together
After all these years you still make me feel on cloud 9
I cant stop thinking about you
Its dangerous
Even after all the pain you put me through I still want you
And your making this hard because you want me too
So what do I do?
-E.G
EG Feb 2016
I feel so depressed right now
I hate this consent cringe in my stomach
Im so sad and I want to cry so bad
I want to let this depression out, my tears are so resilient to come down
It tiring how it consumes every inch of me
I crave to held
I want to be kissed with loving lips
So I wait and hurt myself because I'm tired of empty passion
I want the real thing with the right person
I want to hear that its going to be ok when I have a bad day
I need security, I need to feel I will never be left to cry alone
I refuse to make the same mistakes that drain the life out of me
I love myself to much to continue break my heart time and time again
-E.G
EG Jan 2016
I just wanted to tell you, that I'm sorry for breaking your heart, that I'm sorry you just weren't the one for me, there was something missing..
I did grow to care for you and enjoy you but I just wasn't physically attracted to you.
But I just wanted to tell you I appreciate you showing me how I deserve to be loved.
I appreciate how you would always text me back every time and when you didn't you always gave me a reason why,
how you would always hold my hand when you drove,
how you would tell me how much you loved me,
how when I would get mad and want to leave you held me back,
how you constantly fought for me and my love,
how we would just sit and watching movies and eat on your bed while I laid on your chest,
how you would insist on buying me things I needed although I was so stubborn and tell you no,
how every time I asked you for a massage because my shoulders where real bad you would do it with no complaint,
for making me feel important and secure.
Thank you for teaching me how love is suppose to be,
and I  hope I find that again with someone I am truly in love with.
I hope you find love as well and that you find a woman who teaches you how love is suppose to feel.
-E.G
EG Jan 2016
I have ******* commitment issues
they all give off stupid ******* miscues
I dont trust there words nor there actions
its like they come pre built or make or from the same ******* faction
Like it really seems crazy to me, like they really have group
coming up ideas of how to be more crude
Where they sit around and talk about ******* *******
feeding off each other with ideas of how to be more malicious
But guess what your playing yourself because one day you'll grow up
and realized you ****** up
Sitting on you bed crying your eyes out
and no one giving a **** of how its feel to wanna take your heart out
So enjoy now
go **** around
Because at the end your the ones who will be left crying
feeling like dying
-E.G
  Jan 2016 EG
Pablo Neruda
I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine
EG Jan 2016
Its only in poetry where I feel I can freely voice myself
where I can slit my wrist
and let the pain bleed out
-E.G
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