EG - Hello Poetry

EG Jan 2016

I have an endless heartache
and its ******* tiring , I'm tired of this pain,
of the depression,
of the content obsessing of how things could be better.
Sometimes I wish I could just take my heart out
just so I wont feel anymore.
I crumble these memories like paper and dispose them,
just to try and focus on my current reality
which is still ****** up but what am I to do but
to just keep smiling even if I don't want to,
because one thing ill never do is show my weakness,
I rather swallow it
demolish it
then to continue this ****** up sequence
-E.G

EG Dec 2015

Brooklyn

I wish I could go back in time
to simpler times
my Brooklyn times
Where I would just **** on my stoop,
with nothing to do
and think about how one day I make it big,
have my own family, house and kids
but here I am close to 30 still dreaming,
waiting patiently for my life to have some meaning
-E.G

#new #york #brooklyn #east

EG Dec 2015

Difficult

I know it's difficult but sometimes you have no choice but to embrace your pain
Its the only way of keeping your sanity, and trust me darling it won't always be easy,
But the strength and person you build from enduring continuous pain, now that's something no one can take away
-E.G

EG Nov 2015

stress

As I sit here I take a deep breaths
and with each breath I expel a drop of stress
but not enough to relief this pressure on my heart, with no success
but my mind does a good job in keeping these feelings repressed
so its battle, my heart feels pressure and mind seems to feel lesser
so I end up numb, feeling dumb to reality
and although it saddens me this complex mentality
of my heart and mind torn and broken but together combined, it's perfect
-E.G

#broken #heart #battle #mind #perfect #stress #mess #perfectly

EG Nov 2015

Something

I know I am nothing
and I know I'm not perfect
but maybe you can use me to spark something
that can maybe be something

EG Nov 2015

Sometimes

Sometimes I get really sad and I wanna cry but I'm not quite sure why
But it's ok because sometimes I'm filled with joy and make myself laugh and feel like there's nothing I can't do
But there's something different when I'm with you
And that's the difference
The difference is with you
My god, my love your my break through
-E.G

EG Nov 2015

Shut down

I'm tired of my feelings,
I wish could shut down this insane brain
that drives me up the wall and just causes pain
It doesn't stop obsessing about the same ******* thing
of the ****** up **** I need to put up with
of the anger I feel when I feel that I'm ****** with
of stupid ******* inconsiderate people that I shouldnt **** with
of the same **** over and over that I just wanna be done with
-E.G