I went to your grave today.

Brought you a dozen roses.

I miss you more than i could ever imagine.

A gun and rope were your last sight.

I wish i could’ve changed that.

I would’ve held you until you were okay.

i would’ve never let go.

Please tell me this is all just a bad dream.

Tell me that ill wake up and you’ll still be here.

Waiting for me at school.

Telling me stupid jokes.

Texting me random stuff.

No this isn’t a bad dream.

I can’t wake up from it.

You’re not waking up either.

Ive fallen apart.

Please wake up.

There were other flowers at your grave.

Never realized how much you were loved.

I would give up everything to have you back.

Flowers and teddy bears.

Notes that the ink is running off of cause of the rain.

There we so many people the day of your funeral.

I think no one went to school that day.

I remember walking to your locker.

Notes all over it.

Pictures of us inside.

Your mom came to collect it all.

She had tears and so did i.

I ran out of class when they announced your death.

I ran to the park.

I sat under the bridge crying my eyes out.

I went back to school to gather my things.

People are starting to ask me questions.

I don’t know how to answer.

The teachers are asking how i am.

I cry in school a lot.

Escpically when i pass the memorial they put up of you.

It was  a picture i took.

Everyone loves it.

Today when i went to your grave.

I brought you a dozen roses and asked you why?

Little Girl.



Little girl lays in bed crying

Her only thoughts are of dying

She quietly whispers she’s done trying

She’s done fighting



The lights are slowly fading

She thinks her own life is worth taking

She used to be happy but now she’s just faking

In the bottles is a poison in the making.



Pills for the taking

A life not worth breaking

Another young life still in the making

Yet is it being cut short cause she can’t take anymore breaking.



A rope hanging

Just hung up there dangling

A chair that won’t be breaking

A face that won’t be awakening



Little girl laying in bed crying

Her thoughts no longer are of dying

Cause she’s no longer trying

She’s stopped fighting



Little girl is no longer crying

Her thought aren’t even trying

She’s no longer fighting

Little girls face is dying

Her last breath is one of worth sharing

I’m sorry for giving up but i no longer see a life worth trying.

Remember me
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Remember me from the days we first met
The days where we would talk for hours on end
Talk about nothing
But at the same time it was something
Those words still echo in my head
They still play on this horrible loop
This loop that seems to never end
Maybe i don't want it to never end
If it ends then that means i've moved on
I can't move on
What if you come back
Come back and make everything okay
Thing will never be okay again
Will they?
How could they?
We are both so broken from this
This what was this?
There was nothing
Nothing but empty promise
Promises that will never come true
Promise that you made that kept me hanging on
Now they just keep up all night
They keep me from sleeping
All i do when i sleep is dream about you
Chasing you but never getting you
Maybe i never actually had you
Maybe that was always your plan
To get me hooked to you like a drug
Than leave me begging for you
Because once i laid my eyes upon you
I was hooked
I knew it
I was in too deep
Swallowed by all your i love you’s and you're beautiful’s
All the stupid things
That made me fall for you
Now leave me shattered
Alone
Picking up my own pieces
Broken and shattered
So please just remember me
Remember me as that girl you fell in love with
Fell in love with that lived a thousand miles away
But she still would have given the world to be with you
If that would have made you stay
So don't remember as the girl who begs you to come back
Begs you to come back in tears
Sends you long messages about how much she misses you
Remember me as that girl you loved and thought was beautiful.