The ***** burns going down but that's nothing compared to the pain you put me through.
I'm still just trying to forget, but every dream i have makes me re-live it.
Every bruise on my skin, Every cut from the dull knife, Everything from that night still burns so bright in my mind.
But i never spoke, i never screamed, i never shed one single tear.
Yet you kept going, you kept hurting me.
That's how you taught me of the birds and bees,
And this is how ****** up you made me.

I still remember the feel of your warm touch against my cold skin,
The way i held onto you for dear life and you hardly touched me.
I still remember your laugh,
Like a musical melody playing as i told a cheesy joke.
I still remember the pain i felt as you told me of your latest hookup,
Hiding the hurt in my eyes, the breaking of my heart.
I still remember the day i stopped calling you first.
Waiting, hoping that maybe your name would pop up on my screen showing you cared.
But you didn’t, you never cared.
Too you? I was just there.