After the rain,
the streets gleam like peeled fruit.
The wind lies folded in the gutter,
a broken kite stitched with silence.
I am not bound to the ladder of hours,
not numbered among the candles of night.
Erase me,
and the air will soften,
as though absence were a hymn.
Your gaze drifts downward—
not to earth, but through it,
toward roots that dream of speaking.
Stillness gathers at your shoulders,
a cloak woven from unsung music.
The disc turns slowly,
a star rehearsing extinction.
Desire flickers:
I want, I un-want.
I know, I un-know.
The cup steams though nothing fills it,
the other darkens with invisible coffee.
Haste crosses the room,
a figure of feathers
with no face to wear them.
Crowds appear like statues half-carved,
their waxen throats glistening with quiet.
They do not wait for anything;
they wait because waiting is all they are.
Time lowers its rope into a glass well,
and the rope returns with water
that cannot be touched.
I step aside.
The hours unravel,
bright threads dissolving in rain.
I remember a garden before gardens,
its gates made of breathing feathers,
its branches tuned to an unseen choir.
There, silence was a river of light,
and fire spoke fluently
its secret, unbroken name.
That is the place I carry in fragments,
a lantern inside forgetting.
Now, after the rain,
the night gleams like a blade
dipped in velvet ink.
The wind is gone,
names shatter like porcelain birds,
and erasure flowers—
a black bloom fragrant with absence.
When silence grows unbearable,
the carriage without mirrors arrives.
It waits at the border
where reflections refuse their faces.
Step inside.
It will bear you—
not like the others,
never like the others—
to the garden stitched of vanished breath,
where stars wander unbuttoned from the sky,
and memory loosens its hands,
forgetting even the shape of forgetting.