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Apr 2016 Creepstar

Happy

Apr 2016 Creepstar

AB

Happy

I made a choice today,
To no longer hold on to memories of you.
I made a choice today,
To no longer let thoughts of you hold me back.
I made a choice today,
To take back my life from regrets about you.

I made my choice today,
To move on,
To be happy.

I've finally learned that happiness is something you have to choose to be. You have to make the conscientious choice to be happy

#love #happy #lost #on #choice #today #moving

Apr 2016 Creepstar

a lot of drugs have

Apr 2016 Creepstar

strawberry fields

a lot of drugs have

pretty names, but you have the prettiest.*
angel's white dust pushed around by
the dingy desert winds dry meadow murmurs.

heated leather seats, **** smooth leather pants
and slender, skinny beautiful body with
a name attached to it, smoke smelled
of burnt raspberries

and the conversation burned like them too,
i feel things for you and perhaps
transparently similiar damage
bleeding rubies out like sap

the conversations dripped like sap too.

Apr 2016 Creepstar

Be Over

Apr 2016 Creepstar

Tales of a Broken Girl

Be Over

I just want it to be over
I want you out of my life
Out of my mind
Out of my heart

So many lies have happened because of you
So much trust has been broken because of you
I have been broken because of you
But I have to be honest
I am part of the problem too
I let this happen
For too long
It was too long
I kept it going
Thinking your ambitions would change
Thinking you would love me
Not my body
I was wrong
So very wrong
I gave you what you wanted because I thought it would fix things
I wish this never happened
I wish I listened to everyone
And now
I get to face the consequences
So thank you
For ******* up my life even more

I just want it to be over
I. Want. It. To. Be. Over.
I'm scared
So scared
But it's my fault
So do I have a right to be scared?
I should
But I guess I can't
I let it go on
But it's done now
So
Please...

Just be over

Apr 2016 Creepstar

My Demon

Apr 2016 Creepstar

Tales of a Broken Girl

My Demon

2 steps forward
4 steps back
All fun and games
Till someone gets hurt
Shall we play a game,
With no return?
Go places we've never been
Who gives a **** if we don't make it?
That's why we do it
Test the limits
Risk it all

Just to see who would care
Just to reassure ourselves
That if we're gone
They would send a prayer

Let's go there
Leave at the crack of dawn
Gone
That's what we'll be
Forever
Gone
Wild
Free
Together
You and I

I hate you most
Always together
That's what we are
They say it's an allusion
All in your head
They drive you crazy
Until your dead
That's were I'm headed
And your coming with me
Because if I'm the car
Then you're the key
So lets go to a new nowhere
Start over until that **** gets to old
And we'll keep going
Just you and me
My *Demon

Apr 2016 Creepstar

Untitled

Apr 2016 Creepstar

Tales of a Broken Girl

Untitled

The lonely
That's what I am
That's who I am
That's what we are
Dead
Well
That's what they said

Apr 2016 Creepstar

REMEMBER

Apr 2016 Creepstar

Melancholy of Innocence

REMEMBER

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Unless you have allowed
Someone to LOVE you unconditionally

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Unless you have
LOVED someone unconditionally

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without being creative
When in LOVE

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without transforming a consciousness
Of a soul in LOVE

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without enlightening a human
With your devotional LOVE

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without trusting the
Existence of your BELOVED
Who made your LOVE possible

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without being a source of inspiration
For those who believe in LOVE

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without planting, seeding & nourishing
Qualities of LOVE in fellow humans

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without breaking monopolies
Of Religions, constitutions, laws, rules
That curb flowering of LOVE

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without celebrating LOVE,
Without rejoicing your LOVE
With child-like eyes
Even in the embrace of "LOVE-Death"

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without showing people
Their mirror of your TRUE LOVE
Through your LOVE towards them

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Unless you've made someone
SMILE with your tender LOVE

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Unless you've made a soul
Feel so beautiful with
Your adoration of LOVE's beauty