Mr. Zeal
When I first met you
I asked you about changing my life around.
And you gave me two scriptures...
James 4:8 (In my own words) ''Come near to god
and he'll come near to you.'' &
John 3:16 ''For god so loved the world
that he gave his one and only son,
for those that believe shall not perish but have enternal life''
Those scriptures really spoke to me and touched me.
I really do believe that god sent you to me for a reason....

Elsa Angelica
When we first met I don't remember what was said
but I remember that I enjoyed talking to you...
When you got this new page
you messaged me and said ''Hey its Elsa. Did you get back with Arcassin?''
I said ''No. Why?''
And thats when you said ''Good, you deserve better.''
You realized that before I did
and you told me it.
Most people I know wouldn't have told me that....
So thank you for telling me
because I was blind to it (I guess you could say).

Wolf Spirit
When we first talked
UHH, I don't recall what we talked about
but I know that you have given me some great advice
Like about guys and how they (in my own words) will never grow up.  You was there when I realized that I was the one who still had feelings for....someone, and you helped me move on.
You always have helped me out when I needed help.
........................I have alot more things I wanna say about all of you guys but I don't really know how.
Thank you for always being there for me and helping me realize some things. I love all three of you.

I keep some of my words all to myself
stacked high on the shelf next my heart
and my heart speaks what my lips do not
in a language of silent love for you all.

Darkness covered the skies,
While my body was restless with the tides.
I tried not to wait for the sunrise,
Because, it just reminded me of your eyes.

I remember holding you in my arms,
While surrendering to the stars,
Hoping to never fall apart.

The touch of your hand with mine,
The smell of Calvin Klein,
The taste of cherry wine,
Intoxicating me inside.

I didn't see this in cards,
Or the rolling dice in our hearts.

I imagined a future,
With the definition of forever.

But, now I see-
We were never meant to be.

When tomorrow comes,
Without the taste of ***,
We will find someone.

Now it is time for me to go,
And leave this pain for the runaways-
So, Goodbye, my Summer's Day!

Jah guide us
and protect us.
Where we are wrong,
correct us.

I forget what speaks louder of you;
if it is the hunger of my lips
longing to kiss you
or the kiss waiting discretely
to be born from yours
swaying on the verge of vulnerability

I forget if it is the kiss
that tender
and irresistible
becomes unbreakable;
your soul’s assent

or if it is the words in note
the morning writes and you erase
in an innocent attempt to
hesitate your truth
pausing at its tip

or the shrug
off your left shoulder blade
that briefly masks your will
before it is abandoned
at the edge of quiet moments
when you heed without refrain

It is the candidness of silence wept
to carry the ripest, sweetest kiss
onto my wanting lips
without disturbing yours
 in truth
unrelentingly
and quietly insatiable

Real love
would say do what makes you happy.
Real love
would want you to be happy.
Real love
would still be there to help you get up
when you fall down.
Real love*
would tell you the truth.
Real love
would tell you that you are special,
you are worth something.
Real love
would tell you that you deserve so much better
than what you get.
Real love
would be willing to be friends with you
no matter what happens between y'all.
Real love
would hope that you find true love one day.
Real love
would stay up and talk to you all night.
Thats real love
...............

You said that you were different
but you're the same... Stranger.
You said this was love
when you knew it wasn't.
I thought you were no good
but I'm the one thats no good.
The worst thing about it
is I knew that you'll find better.
You deserve better.
.......................

Out of all the guys I have ever dated
you were the best one.
When you asked me for something
and I said no you didn't keep pushing...
You never once asked me to send you a ****
Why is that...?
I wanna say that you were different
but I don't know that for sure
so instead i'll say that there was something
special about you,
Something I didn't understand; but I liked it
....... I knew it wouldn't last though,
I don't know why I got so attached.....
You deserve someone great,
someone who loves you just the way you are,
someone who brings you happiness,
You deserve someone thats the best cause you're the best.....
I hope you find that someone.

A bitter women says,
''All men are the same''...
A wise women decides
*to stop choosing all the same type of men.