Don't you see me?
Broken down,
Shatter's flooding the open ground.
Don't you know?
Can't you see?
That I only wish to be free,
Free from this pain,
Free from this world,
Free from this lost and lonely girl?
That's the thing.
I want to live,
Not to die,
At the cost of that one guy,
That one guy who told me he'd stay here with me,
That one guy who I love,
That one guy I believed.
He isn't wrong,
He isn't the one who left me abandoned,
Who left me never singing another love song,
I wish with all my  heart I could see him,
See us never falling apart,
Yet that's a little girl's dream,
The world insists I grow,
I grow till I rip the seam...
I know now, I must be strong,
Even though I know it's so very wrong,
I love him more than the sun,
The sun that holds me,
Even though my days seem done,
I want him back,
Yet that dream seems to lack,
The reality, the truth...
Missing him is worse than dying,
Worse than fire, Worse than crying,
I say my goodbye, with countless tears in my eyes,
And now I fear that I may never live with another tear,
Let alone another fear, for now I'm dead, gone and past,
Cause depression is long, and is too strong to not last...