Christy: Poems

Connection

Christy May 2019

Raw and beautiful,
Surreal yet so real
A simple touch changes her life
She takes in the sensation
As vital as oxygen, she yearns for more
Her senses are electrified
A comforting warmth embodies her
Yet sends her mind into a conjunction
Relaxation and excitement,
Primal yet extraordinary
This is connection

-CMH

We are created by connection, we must live with connection, we will die remembering those very connections.

#touch #connection #feelings

Field of Daisies

Christy Feb 2019

Field of Daisies

In a field full of daisies
There she lay
As beautiful as ever
Her soul connecting with nature
I've never been so in love before
In a field full of daisies

Came to me spontaneously. Not sure who it’s about, could be myself.

#daisies #flowers #love #her #lgbt

Unknown

Christy May 2019

Unknown

I need validation
For I feel like my words mean nothing
I need my own space
To feel like I can be myself

I don’t know how to say it
Without feeling ungrateful
It scares me to be vulnerable
In fear of being unheard

I care too much
Or maybe not enough
I don’t know anymore
But what if I do

I don’t know how to do this
And you’ve got so much experience
Am I doing this all wrong
Am I doing anything right

How am I supposed to know
When we only talk at night
Our feelings are strong
And our minds aren’t straight

I feel like I only upset you
Or say the wrong thing
I’ll mind my own business
And drive myself insane
-CMH

Wrote this when I was living with my boyfriend at the time.

#torn #lost #hurt

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