I dont know what to feel.....
Is it love? Is it hate?
Maybe just maybe its fate or..... just another mistake.

You're my love.
You're my happiness.
The happiness which I've never felt before.
I thought you were out of my reach but eventually, I'm glad you fell for me.
I never imagined that my love for you would bloom.
I never thought that you'd take interest to someone like me.
I dont even deserve love.
Im not a girl who deserves love.
Im not a girl who deserves to be loved deeply by you.

You've degraded someone you cannot even reach the peak of.

You shall perish from this bittersweet world,
By the hands of a lady you've forgotten and didnt know
By a person who seek vengance for what you've done
She's sick of everything up until now.
Realizing that this foolish love is making her stupid head crumble.
Its annoying.

This feeling of emptiness,
Just creates madness,
That distorts happiness.

Without your sweet love,
I may weep.
For you are the one,
The one that i seek.

Its a desire.
Sadly, untold..
Like a piece of trash,
Waiting to be sold.

You make me smile,
Secretly, unknowingly
I didnt notice,
How I turned out to be.

Unfinished, unanswered.
Its not a fair game I say
How can I make you stay?

Its frightening,
I never figured that my mind
Is thunder and lightning.
Oh, How saddening, one sided love is.....

No fond farewell,
when mourning made.
Just falling tears,
Along with pain.

Oh, your warmth remained.
Tainted by both despair and grace.
Enthralling torture as it may be.
Still, its slowly killing me.

Till a question popped,
asking for you.
Where are you now my love?
I know this needs to stop.