Good luck finding someone
that can love you like I did.

Like I do.
It's not past tense.

Not yet.

Lies cloaked in promise,
drip from lips I love to kiss.
The mouth I've come to trust,
speaks words dipped in sugar.

Your pinky links with mine,
you assure me that all is well.
No matter what happens,
you promise to stay.

It's a lie...
beautiful deception disguised as love.

I hand you my heart,
advise to handle with care.
You assure me that you will,
make me believe it's safe.

And it is...
until you lose interest...

They told me
"love is beautiful"
and I believed it...

But why?

Why has something so wonderful,
something so warm,
made me ugly?

I believed that you loved me,
though I didn't know for sure.

I believed that I could be enough,
and that you would feel the same.

I believed that we could work,
but I was the only one trying.

You didn't want me
when asked who you would choose.

Why would you deserve me
when you change you mind?

boy with the name of an angel,
you make my heart beat faster,
my pulse race and my palms sweat.

i fear our love should not exist,
for you are a holy being
and i am a mere mortal.

shall we sink into the depths of sin
together?