im tired of being alive i wish i could be dead
cause im always having insults going through my head
my lil brothers wanna snitch
like they a mother ******* *****
my momma getting mad cause im trying to have some fun
all these problems im facing and aint got nowhere to run
it does'nt matter if i pray
cause imma still go through the same **** everyday
so i mind as well past away
whats the since of living
when you feel your doing nothing but giving
your rights are turned to wrongs
so there aint no moving on
because we cant last for long
been living a life of pain
my love has been drained
buy the insults stuck in my brain
they say im known by being lame
you thinking that this a game
but once you dead then who is gone be blame
i dont need nobody i got me myself and I
**** all these hattas i see them and and pass them by
you can say whatever cause im something that your not
so gone and call your shots
cause you cant never take my spot

when your know you at the bottom you gotta make it to the top
gotta keep on moving and dont stop
stop worrying about what people do and say
because a blessings coming your way
keep your head up high
wipe the tears out your eye
you gotta stand tall
dont let a hatter make you fall
we all have problems this we see
but dont you never change you be who you wanna be
we all go through pain
we all have insults going through our brains
and we all have those days when we feel rain
we all feel bad at times
like there's nobody's there
he'll always care
and share
so bare
cuz god is there
your blessings coming on the way
keep fighting it and pray
cuz when you wake up one morning you'll have a better day
and let me end this with this
i love you big sis

they say love makes you happy
but it can also make you sad
you think things going good when there going bad
they say love lasts long
but thats only if the chemistry is strong
love is like a war cause you always gotta fight
through the day and through the night
love can also be blind
thats why you always have to use your mind
Love can be amazing
it can also drive you crazy
love is real
so real you will be willing to ****
love can be fake
don't let that overtake
cause it can cause alot of mistakes
so the only way you'll have the right type
if the person your with says you've changed there life
(by Louis Haynes)

Grrrrr aaaaann aagh aaaaahh naah,
Aaaang n' aghhh ahh grrrr aaaagh naaah,
Grrrrrr aaagh aan naaaaang aaggh!

The city of unaccomplished goals and dreams have many who sit and mope, some just procrastinate, while others tried but lost hope.

But there's one young man who wants to succeed so bad that it hurts. He's tired of falling and failing, and he's tired of the taste of dirt.

He wants the sweet taste of victory, but lemons are abundant here, but there is no sugar anywhere so lemonade is just bitter tears.

All the houses are made of card board and are blown down by the Big Bad Wolf. But the young man has no home, he walks and roams and it has made him strong and tough.

The Witch of the East in the morning she loves to disturb the city's peace. While the Witch of the West preferred the interruption of the city's rest.

So at night he goes to a secluded place and lays under the stars, and there he meets the man in the moon and they'd converse for hours. He'd tell stories of a cat and a fiddle, and a cow that could jump so high that even the dog would giggle.

He tells him of times that have come and gone, and of things he may never see, but the young man takes this all in awe cause the moon has his curiosity.

He tells the moon that one day he'll finally succeed, he'll have a family and everything and won't have a want or a need. And when he's old and meets with Death he'll have no fear in his heart, but he'll tell her about a theory he has that began his unexpected start.

I hope you notice the expression in my song
Unlike that chiff-chaff over there
I try my best to be mellifluous when I sing
Not like him, not like him

Winter's gone and here we are hee hee
Hee hee
What shall we do now
Come on dear, I think you know
What we should be doing now
I'll sing it, I'll sing it!

You're a brave bird and so beautiful
Just right for me,  now do a twirl
Do a twirl !
And I'm the only blackbird in the world
You need
I'll sing it, I'll sing it!

You made it through the arduous
Ar-du-ous winter
Just like me, just like me
Brave bird!
I'll sing it, I'll sing it!

My wife's a lovely brown
She's hiding in the hedge
I love to sing do you?
We built a nest we did, we did!
So don't forget to look the other way
If you should venture over here
It would be such a waste of time
To have to do it all again

This place belongs to me!
My wife is here
We're trying for a family
She laid some lovely eggs
Blue they are, she sits on them to keep them warm
But it's a secret, it's a secret
I'll sing it, I'll sing it!

I hope you notice I try to vary my song
Mix up and blend the notes so as not to bore
And if it sounds like I'm trying to tell you something
Ex-plain something
That's because I truly am

I try to sound interesting
When I sing
Not like him
Mell-if-lu-os-ity is my favourite word
I made it up
I'll sing it, I'll sing it!

The President of the United States is what I said I'd be when I was a kid, until I talked to my grandma and she said I was black and that's not something that we did.

Cause at that time there was no distinction between race, just people male and female and I didn't judge by the color of there face.

But things change and sometimes, I wish they didn't, because after that talk I began to notice the difference, and the change came not just in color.

It was in the environment, the culture, and the way we talk to each other.

It was at that moment that I felt a tunnel get smaller, I felt limited by words and I couldn't grow any taller.

Being black I felt that all I could be was a rapper or ball player. That my life was predetermined and was already tailored.  

But I'm pushing forward in the military determined to be pilot because one thing is true, the only person to stop you from succeeding is You.