Falling into the dark,
Into the abyss of your heart.
It's all so dark,
I don't see the light.
Your arms around me tight,
All I know is I've never fell this low.
You let my fingers slip,
Said you'd never let me go.
I could still feel your grip.
So why'd you let me go?
I don't know if it's all a dream,
But I feel so at ease.
I could almost touch the clouds.
I'm so deep in the grounds.

I saw the way you flinched when I said
I didn't trust you.
I know it stung.
Good.
I hope it hurt; I hope it leaves a scar.
I hope those words ring in your ears
As you try to fall asleep at night.
I hope they haunt you,
And I hope you know that
I didn't just say it to hurt you.
(Although that is a bonus.)
I meant every word.
*I don't trust you.

Control freak
to
control freak
This will be a duel
Your hand
in
my hair
Using me as your tool

Youll tell me
What to do
Ill manipulate
The scene
Youll be
the cruel master
But youll never
Be mean

I can play
the kitten
Harmless
Just wanting
to play
And then youll
Lose control
From the ***** things
I say

Ive been chewing my bottom lip
Wishing it was yours
Maybe then
I wouldnt bleed
So much

Clipping my fingernails
Down to the nub
Because i want
To paint them black

I cant quit tearing
Out pages
And pages
Of poems

Because
Every
Single
Word
Is all about you