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1.7k · Jan 2015
Guarded Heart
Channa Weird Jan 2015
The girl with the big heart.

Yeah, that’s me.

I am who I choose to let you see.

I have a “*******” shell, but soft *** inside.

I must protect my big heart, that always manages to dramatically decrease in size.

At times, I wonder if people see my heart on my sleeve.

I doubt it all the time, ‘cause I try my hardest to hide it from thee.

I would let you borrow it, but it’s too big. You might break it.

In other words, I’m bad at trusting people, because I overthink their intentions.

Open my heart ? Naw, my mind is open though.

You can crash in my brain, but you’ll never get to my heart, yo.

On my mind is what you’ll always be, you can’t lie on my heart.

I am a sweet girl, but I must remain guarded.

It’s boys out here that think they have my heart, but I never put it on sale.

Sorry that you thought it was on the market.

I’m a difficult girl, with an oversized heart.

Will you fight to win it, or struggle trying to be a part ?
837 · Jan 2015
Man Child
Channa Weird Jan 2015
Start being a man, child

I can’t take you seriously

How can I ever respect you, when you act younger than me?

Be a man, child

Act your age

Fly from the nest

I know you’re afraid

We all must fly and spread our wings

So we can get out and explore new things

Be a man, child

I forever see the child in you

afraid to grow up

that’s what I sense in you

The world is harsh, the world is cold

Be a man, child

You gotta make it on your own

Respect

You gotta earn it

Life lessons

You have to learn them

They only make you stronger

Stop leaning on your parents shoulders

Because soon

They become colder

Be a man, child

you’ll go far

It brings you joy in life

More than you’ll ever know
745 · Jan 2015
You Were The Reason
Channa Weird Jan 2015
You were the reason for romantic fantasies

You were the reason for warm and comforting hugs

You were the reason for constant daydreams

You were the reason for soft kisses and love

You were the reason for kindness

The reason why I became blind to the *******

And accepted the less

When I knew I wanted more

You wanted to kick it with homies

While I grew lonely and unhappy

Couldn’t fathom you were the reason for it all

You were the reason for my confusion

You were the reason for my second-guessing

I grew tired of wondering

I grew tired of all the questions

You were the reason for the mind games

You were the reason for why I changed

Into somebody I didn’t even know

You were the reason for a broken heart

You didn’t even take responsibility

Were you even in love?

Or did you grow tired of what was us?

You were the reason for insecurity

The reason for why I let go of me

Nobody came to save me

I was stuck becoming my own hero

You were the reason for heartache

Sorrow

And an unrecognizable face

You are the reason why I never settle

You are the reason why I formed better taste

Thank you
659 · Jan 2015
Opposites Attract
Channa Weird Jan 2015
'Cause just like the moon and sun
We’re opposites
But collide as one
Meant to be a part
But in my heart
You’ll always be
Incapable of goodbyes
They make me cry
So I hope to see you soon
Sincerely your moon
P.S. I want to see you shine
My love for you is impossible to change
Despite any and everything
I’m always on your side
658 · Jan 2015
With Just A Switch
Channa Weird Jan 2015
With a switch
I turn you on
The sway of my hips
When I lick my lips
The way I move
Completely calming to you
Must portray confidence
Must stimulate the minds
Of these guys that think they have the world wrapped around their finger
Leave a everlasting linger
Leave your senses tense
With just a switch
I could go on
All day long
With just a twist
I could trip you into another realm of infatuation
Get your imagination cultivated
Stimulated
With just a switch
I shift from side to side
The meanest glide
And the “****, how she get in those jeans?” type thighs
To no surprise
I turn you on
With just a twist of my hip
The way that I shift
Beautiful backside
Incredibly thick thighs
Oh
You look so surprised
Did I turn you on?
With the hips that were graciously given to me
With just a switch
I send these guys on sensational trips
Like a light switch
I turn ‘em on
495 · Jan 2015
My Truth
Channa Weird Jan 2015
what would you do if I told you my truth?

if I told you that there was a chance that I might be in love with you

from sun up to sun down

you’re on my mind

and I hate it so much

I almost want to cry

because I know what you’d do if I told you my truth

you’d treat my truth as if it’s nothing

because that’s how you do

and I wish you could’ve just broken my heart

why haven’t you?

I’ve been waiting for the longest

to hate you

to have a reason to not care anymore

to let go and get over you

but you still tell me sweet words

I front like they don’t make my heart flutter

but I’ve been lying all along

to you

to myself

and to all my peoples

but yet here I am

with the truth to tell

I think I might be in love with you

I honestly think you could care less

and that’s hard to comprehend
When I thought I was in love.
373 · Feb 2016
Give Me Your Soul
Channa Weird Feb 2016
Giving my soul to you

Like I’ve never been broken before

Like it hasn’t been picked at

Like it hasn’t been used as a toy

Like it hasn’t been used as a ploy to get below the belt

Giving my soul to you

Like there are no others in sight

Like I’m not fighting other demons

Like I haven’t gained too many angels

Like I have no strife within me

You’ve seen me at my highs and lows

And I’m not always pretty

But you still think I’m beautiful

I give my soul to you

Because I love you

I see light within you

Despite how much you fight it or don’t want to see

My soul is yours to have

But all I beg of you is to please

Be careful

I just wanna love

Be loved

Make love

And help you grow

Give your soul to me

As I give to you

Help me blossom

And love me whole
340 · Jan 2015
Waves of Sound
Channa Weird Jan 2015
I listen to the voices that blast out of my headphones and drown my sorrows. I prepare my mind for the day known as tomorrow. Can’t fully process, ‘cause I’m still floating above the waves of the sound. I want to drown right now.

Take me .. deeper.

Deeper than I already am. I don’t wanna swim. I wanna get lost, let the beat twist and toss my body. Let the words make me drift in and out of consciousness.

Endless floating.

Surrounded by sound, make the floating end now. I’m ready to sink.
Going deeper, like I want to. Starting to get in sync with the lyrics, I’m truly feeling it. It’s moving my whole spirit. It’s crazy how I can relate. I never thought anyone could feel this way. So deep..
The vibe is real as the words the artist speaks.

Sinking.

Starting to feel free.
Unaware of anything that can happen to me.

Careless.

I’m fearless, ‘cause I’m no longer aware of my innermost feelings.
That’s just what music does. The waves of sound disposes of our actual selves, and takes us to the pits of who we truly are.
239 · Jan 2016
About Us
Channa Weird Jan 2016
We make love like the world is watching
Like we’re putting on a show
When our body’s are in motion
We just go with the flow

No pressure
Just pleasure
Letting everything go
Built up tension
Frustration
We no longer know

You make love like
You studied my body for days
Like you took classes on my body only
And you excelled with straight A's
Paying attention to detail and watching closely
Oh, you know anatomy
Especially mine
You take your time
And you send tingles down my spine

I make love like
It’ll be the last time
Like we won’t get this chance again
And we only have this moment to shine
Sensual and passionate
Seductive and steamy
Loving and heavy
Bold and dreamy

There’s no love like
The love that we got
Or the affection we share
When we make love
It’s strong
It’s intense
And it’s rare

— The End —