You can yank it out of my inner desire
But you’ll never burn my name in the fire

You try to poke at my wishes of sin
But you would never find them within

The beginning can tear me down
But in the end -
I’ll claim my crown

This is my life

I am afraid of the next feelings
That could be risen from
A next tragedy

Anything can happen
At any moment
We all know this
But we don't know the effect

The effect is bad
And will paralyze you in fear
Now you know why I am here
Scared.

Looking back at all my sadness
Looking back at all my dread
I realize that I have grown

Looking back at all the judgements
Looking back at all the hate
I realize that I have grown

Looking back at all the blame
Thinking life is all the same
I realize I have grown

I have grown to learn happiness
I have grown to part from dread
I have learned what kindness is
and I have learned how toxic hate is

I have learned that blame is not the answer
And I have learned that life is all but bad
I have learned and I have grown
and I will continue to do so

It's not impossible

Breaking free from all that I've chained myself to
You have left me here
But I've chosen to stay

When will the day come where
I myself am not a slave anymore?
Not to you, not to me, but the anxiety
Deep inside of me

I am tired of waiting for the fear to pass
I will continue to run and run to my own
Dignity at last.

I feel as if you are holding me by my throat
With the ropes of my own anxiety

Yanking the rope tighter and tighter
While I suffocate with no control

Why do you do these things?
Can't you control your own lives and not mine?
I have done nothing to deserve this ...

I would speak but I feel so tightly wrapped
Around their power
That I haven't any left

How does one free themself?
How do I free myself?

What is racing faster?
The clock - or my heart?

Adventure is out there
And I've never heard it pronounce
My name better before!

The flashing scenes of constant action,
The beautiful lives
Give off such an attraction!

It's all for me, for you, for
Us
Race to it now before it turns to dust!

It's up to your will to save this plant
Still it's very much possible
And,
Very much fun