And I did not know if I was healing or falling down again.Because both felt so good.

If we ended up together, I will show you the verses I wrote for you and you'll be surprised at how intensely you've been getting noticed all the time

Writing binds the fragments of my soul
It heals me
It is an escape for me

I am tired
I am done
I am broke
No matter how many times I say this
Or how many times I plea
I will hear the echo of my own voice
When there's no one soothing my pain
Then why do I choose to live in their way

Standing in the middle of thorns
Thorns that are not visible to me
I think of them as roses
Everytime I touch them
My hands bleed
To enjoy the fragrance
I must bleed
To reach my destination
I must fall
For I have to learn how to rise again
For I have to learn how to stand straight
With my hands bleeding

On the endless roads that lead to nowhere,
I will find myself, I will find myself.

I wish I could save those staring eyes for hard times,
I wish I could save that illuminating smile for dark times.

We are just two desperate people
Confusing love for lust
Maybe we have no future
Maybe we are not even thinking about it
We just want to heal our hearts
Maybe we just want replacement.

I have seen people who are ungrateful,
because they have nothing.
but I also have seen people who are ungrateful,
while having everything.
I have seen a heedless  healthy person,
I have seen a  sick person begging for that health
I have seen a person with roof on his head being ungrateful
i have seen a homeless crying for that roof
Why?
Why do we make alll the good things to disappear and all the bad things to become dominant?
For once in your life,
Say thanks to God from the heart
for all the things you have and they don't
"After all it was you who was experiencing storm on a sunny day"

They say let the heart be your guide,
But I don't trust my heart..

Do not wish me a long life,
Wish me the peace of heart & mind.

I found solace in remembering my master,
So, I asked him will he be my friend?
Because a companion like him is what I truly need,
Pure & flawless.

Between every war of mind and heart,
Its my soul that is crushed.