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 Feb 2016 Caroline E
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'I WISH YOU WOULD ACTUALLY CARE,

I WISH YOU WOULD STOP POLLUTING THE AIR WITH YOUR CIGARETTES,

I WISH THE LITTLE GIRL WITH BURRETS IN HER HAIR WOULD COME BACK,

I WISH THAT YOU WOULDN'T LACK IN YOUR STUDIES,

AND STOP HANGING WITH YOUR BUDDIES'

to the people who pressure me,

does it look like i'm a star who should be wished upon?

i don't know if you can see, but sadly

i wake up everyday at dawn

just like you,

because im human too.

i am not just some piece of flesh who

will listen to every order you give me,

i will take risks,

and listen to my heart when its at stake

and i will jump into many lakes,

that are filled with loads of mistakes,

no, i am not going to be perfect or fake,

but yes, i will be a rebel and skate

across all of this stress you've given me,

and then drink my fears away with tea,

so to the people who pressure me;

don't you see,
that i'm not
just some star
to be wished upon?
i am me.
you are you.
we're both human.
so please treat
me like one.
to the people who are pressured so much. <3
 Feb 2016 Caroline E
Star Gazer
She whispered in my ear,
One thing I thought was true,
And as I shed a tear,
"Be you".

"Don't be the you you want me to see,
Be the you that you like,
Don't change anything for me,
if you're childlike, be childlike."

I stared into her eyes,
The way I would look at new shoes,
The way I looked at the skies,
I said **" I just want to be with you".
 Feb 2016 Caroline E
m i a
[i guess]
 Feb 2016 Caroline E
m i a
i guess
i wasn't
good enough
pretty enough
smart enough
kind enough
loving enough
i guess
i just
wasn't enough
for him
and now
it seems
as if
though i
made his
world really
dim.
 Feb 2016 Caroline E
Star Gazer
I'm snuggled into bed,
Pillow contacting my head,
Just gazing into the,
Little specks of illumination,
In the night sky,
Wondering whether you,
Are missing me as much,
As I am missing you.
The way I held you in,
My arms,
The way we held hands,
Oh how I miss your,
Smile.

This bed is a barren wasteland,
A desolately isolated booth,
Where things come to rot,
Because without you by my side,
I might as well be dead.

Who would have known,
That half an hour,
Is truly a torturous,
Distance

....
 Feb 2016 Caroline E
Star Gazer
You
 Feb 2016 Caroline E
Star Gazer
You
They say that 'you have to make your dreams',
I could never ever make such a beautiful face,
You're a thread that strays from common seams,
You're as beautiful as the stars in the silent space.

I gaze at stars but I'm thinking of you,
Looking over the care we showed,
I wonder if you ever do that too,
Then again I'm reminded by the way you glow.

I just can't stop my mind from thinking,
My heart still has a cast so it's not ok,
To let you suffer that feeling of sinking,
For it will be a while to say.

No one emerges from the depths of hell safe,
But keeping my mind on how you held me,
I have never once ever lost hope or even faith;
Because you nestled me in your arms like a warm sea.

Between betrayal and love loss,
If I were to always find my way to you,
I'll go through it all no matter the cost,
Because I know one day you'll say 'I do'.
 Feb 2016 Caroline E
brxken
I never wanted
to fall in love,
with anyone,
at all.

Because falling
means
I will get hurt.

And if I get hurt
I probably
will not survive.

n.e
 Feb 2016 Caroline E
Star Gazer
They say if you've found the
One.

No matter how much pain,
You've suffered,
You'll still look at them,
The way Gollum,
Looks at the one ring.

You would die for the,
One.
Battle in wars for the,
One.

And you would never,
     Ever,
             Discard it's worth.

I need someone to be my,
Ring,
Or someone to be my,
Gollum,
After all, that is life's,
Final goal.....
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