You sleep like a rock,
and you snore,
and you take most space in bed,
and I cant roll myself in the sheets cause you have the other half...
I couldnt sleep facing down,
and my neck hurt a few hours in the morning...
but waking up surrounded by your arms for the first time made it the loveliest night.

And then, in the middle of a talk with our friends I randomly turned to my right and kissed him on the shoulder, and I realized I was madly, deeply in love and there was no way back.

Everything went numb when you kissed me.

I should be more excited
but this is all too scary.
My parents are proud
and I'm thinking why?
Why didn't you stop me when I was 18?
Why did you support me all these years?
Whenever I needed anything, you never said no.
How come you didn't think this through? The hurry that I'm now into.
You are so happy.
Don't you see I'm terrified?
I'm don't feel ready for the real world yet,
and there you are, taking pictures of it all.
I should be mad at you for putting me in such a stress;
for never letting me give up.
You should've let me quit when things got hard.
You shouldn't have told me that I was capable of everything.
But whenever I had doubts you were there to erase them,
and now here I am,
starring my life long dream
and this is all your fault.
I'm afraid.
Afraid that I'll never be able to thank you enough.

Don't call him first; if he calls don't answer right away.
Who made those stupid rules anyway?
They say men are all about hunting,
how will I do that when my desire is the only thing I'm struggling?

And don't kiss on the first date,
maybe hold hands but you gotta make him wait.
Well, I dare you to do it.
I dare you to look into his eyes and not sink into them.

And you can label me all you want,
you can call me easy to get,
but I'll never wonder what if?
that I can bet.

I know why you are single,
it's because you make bad choices of men.
You always like the players, the fighters and the broken.
For once, stop trying to fix all of them.

I know, I know.
My love life is a mess,
But if you got to see what I've seen in them you'd understand that love is not a catalogue and I have never made a choice.
I fall in love with that small spark between all the dark spots.