infliction-
pain
could I have asked for any different?
your pierced skin and deviled eyes
rippled tears
drag across the blood on your skin
its over.
where are your scars?
you've done too much damage
or so you say-
naïve thoughts
you implanted false lies
floating in mind space.
did you think of how you would die?
your purpose
and your prose
what has it all come down to?
give me more than a reason
to spare your shriveled self
prove your worth.
but there is nothing.

Whilst lingering in a hell bound past
and making uncomfortable use
of your smile
I redeem myself
-----
before pale flashes
of the visions you encounter
and wishes
of the rose garden blooming in winter
you come to see the harsh reality
-----
no given reason will come
nor foreign obstacles
to your daily redemption
and a surprisingly valuable scenery
reminds you of these times
-----
setting yourself up as a negative ploy
for but the upmost gravely feelings
and destined an unpatched fate
your mind is empty
and your soul drops dead
-----

Farewell to the ruins of your body.
you used to be so potent
the way your eyes gleamed
with every beat of your heart.
what happened to you, my love?
do your thoughts no longer prosper?
what happened to your innocence?
I worry about you.
youre no longer alive.
I can see it.
I can feel it.