I stopped because I lost my blade
I stopped because my blade broke
I stopped because my blade was dull
I stopped because I became numb to my blade
I stopped because my blade no longer had the needed effect
My blade is gone I’ve now found new ways to do what I need

1:43 AM
I should be asleep
I was on my way to being asleep
Then a thought filled my mind
I had to write it down before I forgot how important it was
1:45 AM
I should be asleep
I just can’t seem to make myself want to sleep
Maybe I haven’t written in awhile because I’m most creative when I should be asleep
I guess we’ll never know
1:48 AM
I should be asleep
I should be closing my eyes and waiting and hoping for sleep to consume me
1:49 AM
I should be asleep
I want to be asleep
I wish I could go to sleep
1:51 AM
I am going to close my laptop,
close my eyes and pray for sleep,
and I will eventually fall asleep.

dear eyes,
i’ve felt you looking
i’ve seen the hidden glances
at first i ignore
then i look back
dear eyes,
i’ve felt your stares and to you i stare back
after a while your looks,
glances,
stares,
they have faded so i can only say one thing
dear eyes,
you have derailed my life for the last time
next time you feel the need to stare or glance or look
at my pain just remember that i’m not afraid to stare back
and haven’t you heard i stare to **** and my stares kills

You know when you see your crush and your heart speeds up
You know when you talk to you crush and your heart stops
You know when you hear your crush is dating somebody and your heart breaks
You know when you think your crush likes you and your heart beats again
You know when you’re cautious…… you don’t want your heart broken again
You know when your crush likes you and your heart leaps with joy
You know when you’re with your crush and you can feel the connection
Yeah me neither.

I CRY ONCE A MONTH
I HOLD IT IN THROUGH ALL MY PAIN
I WATCH A INSURANCE COMMERCIAL
I BURST INTO tears
I CRY ONCE A MONTH
I KEEP IT ALL BUNDLED UP IN A BOX
I WALK INTO THE STAIRWELL
I BURST INTO tears

You meet someone
Ugh i hate them
You get to know them
They’re not that bad
You befriend them
Oh they’re great

You meet someone
Ugh i hate them
You get to know them
Oh my god *****
You forget them
Who was that girl…
You remember them
Oh she was a bully