"She's a devil. She's outrageous. Strange. Awkward."
-them
"That's why I love her"
-me

It's my birthday!

I really dislike these changes you've made,
while some are okay
others have ruined my day.

Have you ever noticed how dark the world really is?
And I'm sorry if this isn't what you needed to hear.
So, if my sadness offends you, or hurts you, stop here



I feel alone constantly.
My insomnia consumes the one moment of the day when I am at peace,
I cannot ******* sleep
I have lost weight
My excuse:
I just..
don't eat the way I used too.
I'm white
somehow my school thinks that makes me ******* ******.
As if I read Mein Kampf as a Bedtime story
In fact I hate ****** with every bone in my body...just like everyone else.
WHAT A ******* SHOCKER, RIGHT?!?!
Anyways,
I have to go to a church function today
more like being dragged
See,
everyone says, "you have to believe in something"
But after 8 years with an abusive father,
An apparently "Blind" mother (for not seeing it, of course)
I have nothing to believe in, except for the evil in man.
I believe,
and you can quote me on this,
All I know is that I'm on the planet,
I don't give a **** how I got here, how this place was created,
All I know, I'm here,
I'm living
I'll have a little fun
and eventually die.
(which for some people, that day can't come soon enough)
Which reminds me,
hey, even though you don't know me
would you mourn me?
Would Hello Poetry be the same, with one soul lost?
Would you?
would you?
I don't expect you too.
I'm still here,
still living
still pushing
still breathing (but just barely)
Thanks for listening to me
taking the time to read me
because this poem is me.
I'm sorry I'm depressing
should I be though?
Ain't I like every other human being,
Allowed to feel?
I make music, you know.
It helps me not feel lost.
Not feel broken.
and what's funny,
people hate that about me, too
If you feel so compelled,
(and no, this poem is not just for you to hear my music)
here's the link
https://soundcloud.com/user-123704847
See,
I scream in my music,
some love it
I love it
its how I feel
how I bleed
How I survive
Some hate it,
devil worshiper
yep,
that's me
that guy who worships Satan
Which of course, isn't true.
But,
as always,
*life is full of assumptions.

I was always alone
I have never had a home
I am always in a state of depression
Make me feel a confession comin on
(yeahhhhh)
So rise up *******
Get on your feet
Yeah, yeah
Here’s what you’ve earned
Come on
For old time’s sake,
Fight what you create

Hit me!
Hit me!
One more time!
Take this fight!

You come with a coward4
You’ve never been anything
You and me
Round after round
Circles and circles abound.
You sly ****
Don’t you dare try to buck!
You think you have a gift
You destroy everything
The scene is over
You’re done, and lost
You *******
Did it ever occur?
The things you did
The things you said
Burned a hole, straight through me.
So I scream
On top of my mother ******* lungs
Hit me!
Hit me!
You ****** me over time and time again
So I rise, are you ready?
I have no regret
Just as you
Gave no pity
I shall
Destroy you.
…
*******
*******!
Faces disappear
You will vanish
Feel the blade
Whisper to your heart
Feel the pain
Bleed everywhere
A single shot
For you, just standing there.
Ugh!
I ******* hate you!
Die with the rest
I’ll save you a place in hell.
Burn like the rest!
Don’t you see?
What you’ve done to me?
Hit me!
Hit me!
Back the **** up!
I’ve got a ******* plan for you!
I’ve got a place for you!
You will rot.
I’m not your little *****
So **** with the devil,
Father of lies.
Cut the ties.
And forget your name!
Take a number
They call 6-6-6
You match so well
So little devil, burn to a crisp
I am done
I accept what you done
Pay it back sevenfold.
Hit me!
Hit me!

Justice, justice!
When will we see it?
One little country, far from its roots.
Justice, justice
Where’s true liberty?
Truth is the never was, never is
Never will be equality!
too many people lose their way!
Corruption
Legal destruction
What do lives mean anymore?
Its time to stand
Its time to speak
It’s time to raise your voice
Sing it!
Justice, justice
Where is our freedom?

Justice, justice, will we ever be free?
These days,
It’s so hard to see
But you will never silence me
why are we scared of the police?
We gave them power
To protect in every hour, but now that we’re standing,
Who can make us fall?
Justice, justice,
Was there ever any?
…
We the people
In order to establish a more perfect union
Will oppress those in need
And give the power to the rich
We the people,
Will never have any power
We the people
Have had enough
Tell me this is justice
Tell me you are justified
tell me this is justice
Look me in the eye and tell me!
Silence me, I’ve proven my point
For ideas will forever run,
Bullets make you
Words make me
Here’s a punchline
Remember who you are!
When there are kids still hungry,
People getting hurt
Vets in the service
All of them never taken care of
A broken system,
Don’t take a genius to see. Call this propaganda
But I just can’t see it continue
So
Give me justice, or give me death
Justice or death