She stood there
Wearing her gray garb
She looked at me
Almost wonder where you were
She didn't want to wear black
She didn't want to wear white
She has come to this place
Just enough times
To know that with it comes heartache
And pain
So on her wedding day
She decided not to wear white

I have looked upon everything
Without really seeing
And I have gone throughout life
Without really being
Not much has made sense
Let alone been easy
But I have continued on
Looking without ever seeing

Maybe life is better this way
I don't have see what has been done
I don't have to listen to depressing stories
I don't have to watch the news
And pray every night
Hoping these people find some kind of savior
But maybe if I looked without seeing
Heard without listening
Life would be better

The words mean nothing
As I try to fill my writing full of emotion
And nothing can lift me up
Let alone drag me down
There is nothing I can do
To describe the meaningless words
But write down some more
Nothing has any meaning
Not a single word

It hurts me to say
To bring myself to this grim truth
But it hurts me to be here sitting next to you
My meaningless words
Are not just on paper
But the garbled speech coming out of my mouth
And I couldn't say anything to you
Nothing at all
But I was hoping to say just one thing
I'm sorry for my meaningless words
I'm sorry for everything I've done
I wish that I never done anything at all

Broken words
Sharper than glass
Break the girl's heart
As the blade breaks her skin
What you had done
Has broken her apart
She wanted your love
She wanted to know that you cared
But when she found out the truth
And how many miles away it was
She started breaking apart

She wanted your love
She wanted you heart
But she never wanted you
To break her apart

Someone said to me they didn't want me
I was far too harsh to be loved
Far too scared to be nice
Someone said to me
I wasn't capable of feeling love
I wasn't ever going to be relaxed

Someone said to me the reason people don't like me
Is because I'm far too strong
In will, in personality
To ever be wanted

They all started talking
Saying things that weren't true
Someone said they didn't want me
Because of the way I am

You said goodbye
You told me to leave
I skulked away
Hoping that you would find me
But you stayed there
And watched me cry
But little did you know
The memory of you was about to die

I never got to say goodbye
As the memory of you faded away
It was to late
As you slipped from my mind
I should say good riddance
But now all I want to do is say goodbye

The moon shines on this forest tonight
As you lie here next to me
And I turn my head trying to meet your eyes
It is then that my delusion of you disappears
And everything is the way that it should be

But who am I to say anything
When the moonlit forest shines so bright
And the tree bows are bathed
In soft silvery light and everything
Is a glow in this lovely night

This moonlit forest surrounds me
As I plead for help
And my desperation turns to anxiety
Everything that is there
Is not supposed to be

In this moonlit forest,
Nothing is as it should be