my birthday is next weekend and the world is experiencing a worldwide pandemic.
it's kind of hilarious actually
the first time i am not dreading my birthday
i can't even do anything to celebrate
how funny is that?

Sometimes I panic to accept that you're no longer around,
Until I see you smiling safe and sound.

So I let myself have it:
the time, the freedom.
And it hurts like hell,
But **** it's been fun.
I've risen with the moon,
And set with the sun.
I've outrun time,
And chanced my luck.