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janelle Oct 2017
I love your stories,
your bright eyes and lucid dreaming;
your realism, despite believing in more days on your fingers
or a memory that lingers
without having to remember how warm your hands were
before they grew foreign and cold

Every day I watched the sun peak and cower behind concrete jungles,
I have witnessed every color that the sky could offer,
but it grew duller and duller,
and for a moment, my eyes were not any different
compared to the weeping clouds above me

So who was it to blame?
For me to see you die every day;
for you to suffer like a sinner
when you have done anything but
because you are the prettiest flower
pure and iridescent
from past until present
and maybe that’s why you were picked first
i love you, mom. i miss you every day.
janelle Sep 2017
b l i n k,
b l i n k,
b l i n k,

watch the waves and the shore
reunite like star-crossed lovers;
them and their interlocking fingers
before the ocean and the others could keep them apart

t h i n k,
t h i n k,
t h i n k,

of the times you yearned to be free
and embraced by the ripples you hear in your sleep;
where the sun didn’t scorch your skin as much as it should be
because it was nice for once;
because everything felt 'nice' for once
and then you would start asking for more
more of the sun,
more of the ocean;
more of the 'nice'
but what is nice may not be nice at all
your utmost peak may become your greatest downfall
but let me tell you that
you may have more of the sun;
you may have more than you think,
and you may have more of the sea
but don’t you ever

s i n k,
s i n k,
s i n k
janelle Jul 2017
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i want to hold you,
although the roses are dead
and the love is too

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janelle Jun 2017
I live in a bleak block of butter,
And then I wonder suddenly of the splendor
d r a p e d  
in dehydrated dandelions
I call my home

As I saunter inside my sweetcorn shell,
I  s w o o n
over the scent of my dad’s cooking,
and over the symphony of laughter resonating
within these four walls
so I could call it home

I’m entrapped in its grasp
since it ensures my ‘safety’,
it’s a prison that entertains,
but never enlivens me
Filled but  e m p t y;
this is not my home
I wrote this while I was home alone because it feels foreign without anyone around.
janelle May 2017
<3
this is my heart in all its raw glory
dipped in red hues; binded by blues
wires attached, pulsing electricity
throughout my entirety

teach your eyes to tell me a story,
wear rose-tinted lenses,
and see the world in pink and pretty
unravel sunsets by the beaches we have never been to
as my fingers nearly but never will touch you

my colors are namely grey, blue and sad
if it was my fault, then i'm sorry, my bad
stalactites drip from my faulty faucets
for my heart is a mess,
but it's all yours if you take it
wrote this during the peak of poetic inspiration (aka in the middle of the night)

p.s. i can't really think of a proper title
janelle May 2017
Dear Tsukoyomi
Shine brighter, never dimmer
My dearest moonlight
:: NOT written by me but by someone special to me ::
janelle May 2017
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and when the sky bleeds
tears of liquid mercury,
your lips leather mine

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