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  Dec 2015 A
Chalsey Wilder
The ones that claim to love you give you the most misery.
I hate my mother. I'm gonna give karma some help with her when the time is right
  Dec 2015 A
princessv
We catch each other's glances occasionally
And I guess that's all I need
To know that deep down
Someway, somehow
You still care
We laugh at the same things in class
And I guess that's all I need
To know that deep down
Someway, somehow
You haven't changed
Because I don't know if you love me anymore
I'd like to think so idk what I'm doing lol
  Dec 2015 A
Z
I always say it won't matter in the end,

But the end isn't ******* now.

And if you're not in my now,

then I don't know if I'll be able to make it to the end. . .
I don't want to call you out and you drop me because I love you so **** much and if I do I'm afraid you'll get ****** and then leave and I won't be able to make it and I know you won't read this but I just don't know what to do with you anymore.
  Dec 2015 A
Skai
i can never love someone
as much as i do you,
and i am *******
*terrified
  Dec 2015 A
princessv
And those little smirks you do still gets me
But not as hard and I guess that's a start
**** this
that feeling in the pit of your stomach as you raise your eyes to look at them, it's lethal

my love is like poison and the second upon exposure i'm left vulnerable but you're left affected forever, one step forward, a single blow to the lips and he has to open his eyes to see her face and remember this is real, she is real

it won't be movie love, it will be real love, and for that you must be warned - do not engage if you don't want after-*** cuddles and life contemplations, hot chocolate runs and holding hands without gloves since the heat from your hands are enough to warm the lack of oxygen reaching mine, late night laughter and cheesy dancing

do not engage if you don't want to let yourself fall in love, because it will happen slowly and if you realise when it's too late that you need to back out you need to know that like a bee who stings and dies, pushing me away from you after i've loved will cause me to be crippled not only by the weight of the falseness that i've been living in, but also the dense, crushing weight of my own love, of the letters and the kisses and the laughter

if you see me contemplate running after you when we say goodbye because i've always had a fear of departure, if you see my eyes light up when you walk into a room with an expression that can only be described as warmth and admiration, if you see my hand slowly make its way to yours in a desire to be held and comforted, if you see me love completely, depressingly, you need to stop me, because i'm warning you that if you don't i will get hurt and the pain of being locked out of my life forever will hurt you more in the months proceeding than it will hurt me as i learn to build myself up again for somebody else

you can fall in love with my lips, my humour, my dresses, my laughter, my smile, the emptiness of my eyes, the constant fear, the happiness when food comes, and anything else and everything else - but please, remember that it's lethal

it's lethal to love and to be loved, but it's the best poison i've ever really known
  Nov 2015 A
M
I have been so, so wrong about most everything. And I still am.
reading some C.S.Lewis and realizing that I, as well as everyone else, have my priorities all messed up. We are very silly people.
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