Some days I am good
Others I am breaking down
I know I am Amazing
But her Voice her piercing voice hurts my heart
Her words wound me
Saying things in my ear that isn’t true
Many people have her in different forms
To me she’s a tall woman with a pointy nose
Her long black hair wild and she has pale skin with piercing dark wild brown eyes
She has a sword of words and a shield of Lies
She always points out what is wrong in her resonating voice
She was horrible this year
Each day is a battle with her
Internally. No one can see or feel her but me.
Sometimes I win my battle with her other times I lose.
I’m Lucky I have others to help fight her along side me.
Thank you to everyone.

The Year has come to an end. No more time for laughter and fun for we must graduate and practice is ahead
There will be tears and maybe a laugh or two. Saying goodbye to those we once knew.
People we were friends with going to different schools. But we won't say goodbye. That would mean the end. We'll say See you later in hopes it really might come true.
There will be Yearbook signing and hugging our favorite teachers. Cleaning out our lockers laughing at the things we kept for no reason. Turning in late homeworks in hopes it's not too late.
This is the end of middle school but the beginning of a whole new life. We did the same thing for elementary and we'll do the same thing for college. Parting with thoses who helped us grow. And finding those who help us even more. Middle school was fun but I can't stay forever. It's time for me to grow my wings and Fly away into my new life.

You're a papercut
Only when I look at you
Does it hurt

The world is a confusing object
How can it spin and we not know
The oceans are a great mystery
One can be so crystal blue the other a dark ominous Blue
Birds of different species all chirping living to come out on top
Everything has a battle with itself
To see who is the best
it can destroy many
And save few

Life is an up hill battle for many and many lose their life because of it.
Many are left to their own devices
and many often Fail
they try so hard but it isn't their chance to shine
Life can be rough when you don't have those by your side
Finding someone that will stay is hard to find
But if you do keep them
Friendship can last a lifetime if properly nourished

What made you special?
What made you normal? Is it that you are straight?
That you are heterosexual?
What is normal to you?
People who are straight that Identify with the gender that they were born with?
What makes you king? What makes you better than them?
Huh? Nothing
We are all equal human beings that everyone is blind to.
Being normal is what makes people comfortable not what society thinks Normal should be.
It doesn't matter on sexuality.
Yes it is true that God said those things about homosexuals
But i think he'd rather be happy with us not killing people over something so trivial.
What does it matter to you that they live like that?
It isn't interfering with your life.
So stop doing the same thing with theirs.
They are normal human beings just like us
and it is time we start treating them like that.
What makes you think you are high up on that podium like a King?

Why do those who seem that will stay are the first to leave?
Why do they prey on the weak?
Why did I get my hopes up that maybe you will stay?
Who was I kidding?
Why do I try to make you guys stay when I know you want to leave?
Having you guys was great.
I thought you would stay
But Maybe you'll leave like the rest of them
I just have to wait and see
What will the Fate of Our Friendship be?

Today you left this world not afraid or alone
but happy and no longer in pain. I miss you so much.
I miss your voice, your laugh
I miss your Hugs ,your Smile
I miss the scolds I miss the Yells
I miss the giggles , I miss the late Night Movies
I miss your Tilapia, I miss the Goodnight Kisses,
I miss everything we did together
I know you aren't in any pain anymore
You fought hard and long
I just wish we had a few more years on this earth Together
You were my second Mother
Someone I trusted
You were tough and beaten
But that smile never left your Face
When asked how you were you'd always reply
" I'm still standing." That was always your reply.
You were my Inspiration.

You tried to Kick Cancer's ****
You gave it a run for its money
Just when we thought you won
Cancer hit back harder
It was a hit you couldn't recover from
You checked into the hospital
Thinking you'd come out
You never checked out
I never said my Goodbye
Or how much I loved you
It's been two years since you left this earth
I've stayed this strong
I miss you every day
My Tears are real and full of Love
I know you can't come back physically
But spiritually you are with me
You will forever Be in my Heart
Love and Miss you
Mrs.Polesovsky ( Jeannie)
From your Bella Bean