I will definitely miss
the loneliness in my eyes
every time I see you upset

the tingling in my chest
whenever you're around

the laughter you caused me
the way you hold my hand*
to secure me

the stories we shared
and how you tell me you miss me

I will definitely miss
the moments how I wished
I can slow down time when i'm with you

how the sky becomes bluer
and the air seems to last

I will definitely miss
the smile you always give me

the strength;
the longing
the urge to hold you


For tonight I shall let go;
detain the memories behind
and finally
hope
*for the new sun to ascend.

Will I ever be happy
to see you go?

Will I ever smile again
and believe in
happiness and in love?

Will I ever be able to see you
and murmur to myself
"I'm okay"


For wherever you are,
Take my heart with you
Through this is not mine anymore
But yours to keep,
For always
**and at all times.

Once upon a time I had this dream
You were holding my hand, tight and firm
I looked at you and
I saw this smile on your face
It was charming, sweet, and
Full of love and care

Then you hugged me*
So tight that I can't breathe
For once I have dreamed of not
Letting go
And wishing i'm in your arms
Forever

But suddenly,
I woke up
Remembering all of this is just a dream
Far, far to happen in the real world
Then again I whispered a wish,

Can I be loved by you?
Even for once in my life I want to hold you
Forever
Even in the midst of my dream
And I don't want to wake up
*Anymore

Is it possible to love someone you've never met?

Is it possible to miss
to cherish
to care
to think

of someone who's miles away

Is it possible to love someone you've never met?

When the days pass and all you can do is
to think of him
Even though he's miles apart


Is it possible to love someone you've never met?
Even if he cares and
loves somebody else

But In the end,

All I can do is to dream
Wishing that somehow,
your mind is filled
with thoughts of me

Because of you

The butterflies in my stomach
and the bees in my head
Felt real and just

Mornings became beautiful
And worth waking up to

Days became memorable
and hard to forget

Everything is better
My disturbing days turned into fairy tales

You make me feel like i'm weightless,
Like i'm the only person in the world

Like suddenly all eyes are on me
And I feel infinite, important, and
Beautiful




And then suddenly I thought,

Is it medically possible to be addicted to another human being?