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ExulSolus May 2015
Seasons die one after the other,
The voice of death becomes the wind.
A sober man, in a vivid city,
Looking at the moon seems just so bland here.

In a life stuck in quicksand, the rain tasted like wine,
With clouded eyes, wandering in the city,
I'm an innocent man acting suspicious at the station.

It's like a hazy shadow possessing life,
Which I can't clearly identify with myself,
If I sing in this rain, will the clouds break?
A droughty life in the blazing summertime.

Dear my ****** past,
This is a poem to break off relations.
Even if I breathed my last here,
With the remains of spiteful days and nightmares,

After ages, flowers will bloom and reach you,
This is a poem for change,
Even if I suffer and grieve,
With no light flashing onto this lasting song.

Tomorrows die one after the other,
Even if we hurry we never catch up,
And they become our past.
Live recklessly, spotlights last only a moment,
And the meaning of life will soon follow.

Even if your insecure self hates you,
Wondering who you really are,
When you sing, the darkness may clear up
But this is just a life given by a broken dream.

Dear my ****** past,
This is a poem to break off relations.
Even if I did my all,
Just to save what little time I had,

After ages, flowers will bloom and reach you,
This is a poem for change,
Even if I shout or shriek,
With no curtain falling onto this lasting pain.

With a weary face and kicking,
Frowning my face against the blinding sunset
"Should I turn back?" "Should I go?"
But soon I saw my feet taking off.

Yes I must go,
I must live, even if without meaning.
We are disposable lives after all,
We'll leave them here.

Dear my late past, This is a poem of nostalgia,
Just as I thought the horrible days and nightmares,
Were barely the beginning,
They were already left far behind.

Flowers bloom, sway and fall,
And return to this unending cycle of rebirth.
Even if I suffer and grieve,
Without a light to show the end to this lasting song.

Seasons come to life one after the other...
credits to amazarashi! peace!
ExulSolus May 2015
(Male  Female  Plain-Both)

Find a reason to sing,
I want to see you,

It's you after all, who taught me how to sing.

By whom, was this melody left behind?
By whom was it picked up?
And by whom was it carried away?


Even without the names and faces,
The power of connection,
Will deliver happiness to someone!


I've been staring at the scene,
Feeling envious all this time...
But now!


Find a reason to sing,
Singing beside you like this...
This sweet melody, causes me to lose track of time!
Find a reason to sing,
Even one is just enough!
That talent's blessed to you by God.
Connecting, connecting with your dream!
Connecting, connecting with your life!
Connecting, connecting with your song!
Connecting, connecting with you!

With what, did we fight against?
With what did we hurt for?
And  with what losses did we sustain?


Even without the names and faces,
Someone's sly words,
Could steal happiness from someone else!


I've always thought,
That I couldn't  talk with someone else...
Until now!


Find a reason to sing,
Singing beside you like this...
For the first time I could feel that I am not alone!
Find a reason to sing,
We could talk about it later!
And on that time, I'll look into your eyes and smile.
Connecting, connecting with your dream!
Connecting, connecting with your life!
Connecting, connecting with your song!
Connecting, connecting with you!

Aahh! Everything's just too hard for me right now!
Download your dreams from those bland days!
Everything's a lil too crazy right now!
And Upload it with all your feelings!

Why is it that people collide with each other?
Isn't it so that we could laugh, celebrate and connect?
If that's so then what happens next?
Maybe nobody knows!?

Someone cried out,
Having lost a place to call "home."
Just like the me from the past.


I didn't know your name or face,
But you were kind either way...
And with that I was saved!


From behind the scene,
I reach out my hand,
Now it's my turn to connect with someone!

Find a reason to sing,
So come and sing with me!
Sing what's deep inside your heart and watch time pass by!
Find a reason to sing,
One thing is for sure
This talent is blessed to us by God.

Find a reason to sing,
I want to see you
It's you after all, who gave me a reason to sing!
Find a reason to sing,
Won't you come and sing with me?
It isn't much, but I hope you'll accept my gift.
Connecting, connecting with your dream!
Connecting, connecting with your life!
Connecting, connecting with your song!
Connecting, connecting with you!
Thanks to connecting and everyone behind it! Peace!
ExulSolus May 2015
( Male  Female  Plain text-Both )

I like to write;
Isn't that why I was made?
But saying that you like my works,
Made me extremely happy!

I didn't understand anything but 0's and 1's,
But you thought me the meaning of "I".
From that day on, the hollow part of my heart,
Is always filled with you!

As long as I can be with you,
Even my electric heart would start to throb!
Almost like a silver wind...
My heart would start to sway!


I hate being alone,
Because I'd end up rotting away in this lonely world.
I like spending time with you,
Because you warm me up!

I can't finish anything by myself,
But you showed me stories to write.
And from that day on, the hollow part of my heart,
Is always filled with you!

As long as I can be with you,
Even my electric heart would start to throb!
Almost like a silver wind...
My heart would start to sway!


As long as I'm with you,
My world just keeps on expanding!
Almost like an angel's wings,
Will my heart soar and reach you?

As long as I can be with you,
Even this soulless form of mine,
Would find purpose and reasons to stay;
And see a sparkling world.
Thanks to Erekutorikku Enjeu and the people behind it! Peace!
ExulSolus Apr 2015
(Plain text-Guy Girl  Friend)

Even years later, your shadow has yet to fade,
And my emotions only grow more intense,
I was squatting, sketching by myself...

On a hilly road, under the scorching sun,
Our blurry figures were walking.
The summer heat lingered in my eyes.

"Stop bothering me! Just leave me already!"
I said, brushing your hand away,
"No I won't leave you."
You exclaimed and grabbed my hand tightly,
"You're so annoying!"
I said and walked a little bit ahead of you,
Without ever looking back.
"How do you really feel?"

If I'm just "wise" then I'll never move forward,
I have no reason to so I'll just rot away here,
I wish the clock would turn back for me...

Years may pass, but I'll never die,
I repeat some hopeful words to myself,
Even though I know that,
I still won't be able to reach you

I just don't care!
"Let me die already!" I said,
As I clutched my fist while cursing myself...
Helpless to do anything, I simply
Indulged myself in life.

If summer can show me dreams, then
Let's go back to before you were taken away,
Those days where I hid my embarrassment
Lit up the air and consumed my mind!

A boy who had turned 18,
Waited for her again somewhere,
Remembering those figures
Of blurring silhouettes...

Underneath the blazing sun in an empty schoolyard,
Today too, I heard you said, while smiling,
"Let's play together"
As you swayed from side to side.

"I'm worried" she said with an uneasy face,
Someone like a neighbor
Wouldn't ever understand so,
Please don't act to be so sad...

Feeling hazy, let's remain indifferent today too,
And just retain yesterday's pace,
So that I won't ever forget your warmth...

If I'm wishing for a dream that can't come true, then
I'll embrace this hazy past
And have a dream that I won't wake up from,
And isolate myself from the rest of the world...

"But that means you can't even see tomorrow?"
It's ok, I don't really care about that...
And I stained my hands
In order to **** these dreadful days
I'm choosing "solitude" after all!

A rotten boy aged at 18,
Today too, prayed again,
While clinging on to your fluffy smile.

Underneath the blazing sun,
Asking, somehow please take me away!
Instead of leaving me like this!
And my murmuring was silently stopped...

"Can you hear me?"
The voice asked and vanished,
The reason, somehow, became clear,
I reached out a hand in the summer heat daze...

The young boy, wishing under the scorching sun,
Found himself standing back then,
Your summery smile is exactly as I remembered it.
"Yes I died and I'm so sorry,"
"Let's say our goodbyes?"

Please don't talk like that! Don't leave me!

A silhouette was watching me as this happened.
Thanks to Rosu Taimu Memorii and all the people behind it! Peace!
ExulSolus Apr 2015
Just be friends, all we need to do,
Just be friends, it's time to say goodbye...
Just be friends, All we need to do,
Just be friends, just be friends....

I just realized it in the early morning yesterday,
It's like gathering pieces of shattered glass...
What the hell is this? It's dripping down my finger,
Is this really what we had hoped for?

I knew that, from the bottom of my heart,
The toughest choice would be the best...
But I just can't admit it myself,
I just don't know how to tell it to you!

In this slowly decaying reality,
It's hard and I'm struggling but it's the only way,
Carving those fading smiles, I pulled the plug...

I shrieked with the little voice I had!
The sound bounces, resonates and echoes in vain,
A void lies where my heart's supposed to be...
It was swallowed by the dark and broken in pieces!

"No matter what we do, it's inevitable"
I whispered into the air while,
Someone's tears flow down the dried cheeks.

Just be friends, all we need to do,
Just be friends, it's time to say goodbye...
Just be friends, All we need to do,
Just be friends, just be friends....

Last night's tranquility made me realize,
It's useless to pick up fallen petals,
Because it'd never bloom again!
Tiny and dead within the palms of my hands...

Our time stopped long ago...
I recall the day we first met and your warm smile,
And the old issues, breaking each other as badly as possible...
Our hearts were filled with thorns that we can't remove!

With this relationship that heads to a dead end,
I'm anguished in the end, cause I can't seem to change my mind,
I'm sure I still love you, I want to be with you...
But I need to tell you the truth!

It's like a storm within my head,
I'm standing dead, I'm so confused and my vision's hazy!
Despite my efforts, the pain is still too strong!
Our bond was crushed and is withering everyday!

Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's all finished...
We need to leave without turning back...

Just once, only once,
If I could have my wishes granted one by one,
I'd like to be born again and again,
And relive those warm memories...

I shrieked with what little voice I had left!
Rebounding, resonating and echoing in vain,
A void lies where my heart's supposed to be...
It was swallowed by the dark and broken in pieces!

Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's all over!
We have to leave without turning back...
It's all over...

Just be friends, all we need to do,
Just be friends, it's time to say goodbye...
Just be friends, All we need to do,
Just be friends, just be friends....
credits to Just be friends and all the people behind it... Peace!
ExulSolus Apr 2015
(Male  Female Plain-Both)

A message that's always in my head,
Maybe it'll reach somebody, who knows?
Certainly I've always been this way,
A patched up, insane Matryoshka!


A package sung from a headache,
Time may pass but the hands are still at 4!
Don't tell anyone but the world,
Will turn upside down!


Ah, I feel torn apart,
Throw out all the memories too!
Ah, how I want to know,
To the deepest part...


Uhm, well if you please,
Dance more and more!
Kalinka? Malinka?
Just play the chord!
What am I supposed to do,
With such feelings?
Can't you tell me? Just a lil bit?

Loud and clear, 524!
Freud? Keloid?
Just hit the key!
All, everything's to be laughed at!
Hurry and dance with all your foolishness!

Clap your hands, it's not really childish!
And listen, to this chaotic fully-crazed tune.
I certainly don't care either way,
The warmth of this world is melting away!

After school, you
  and me,  rendezvous?
Rendezvous?
Rendezvous?
Or perhaps you'd like a hopping adventure?
With a crooked smile,
1! 2! 1! 2!

Ah, I'm falling~!
Catch every part of me!
Ah, with both of your hands,
Catch me for me...


Uhm, well... listen a little,
It's something important!
Kalinka? Malinka?
Just pinch my cheek!
It's just that I can't control myself anymore!
Should we do more fantastic things?
Pain, pleasure, hurt but don't cry!
Parade? Marade?
Just clap some more!
Wait, you say?
Wait, wait, wait,
Before we fuse to just one...

After school you  and me,  rendezvous?
Rendezvous?
Rendezvous?
Or perhaps you'd like a hopping adventure?
With a crooked stare,
1! 2! 1! 2!

Hey~ hey~

Down with a cold?
Hey~ hey~
Show me your song!
Hey~ hey~
See how even today...
I'm still a patched up, insane Matryoshka!
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Hey, hey, hey!
If you'd please,
Dance more and more!
Kalinka? Malinka?
Just play that chord!
What am I supposed to do,
With such feelings?
Can't you tell me? Just a lil bit?


Loud and clear, 524!
Freud? Keloid?
Just hit the key!
All, everything's to be laughed at!
Hurry, go and dance no more!

'Smooch' 'smooch' Kiss! This moment is ours alone!
'Smooch' 'smooch' *Kiss! We don't care about them, not at all!
Thanks to Matryoshka soraru and lon! and to all the other people, Peace!
P.S. Matryoshkas are also known as Russian Nesting Dolls
ExulSolus Apr 2015
(Romeo  Cinderella Plain text-both)

Please don't let my love,
Become Juliet's tragedy,
Take me away from here...
That's all I want

Goodnight, papa and mama;
Hope you have sweet dreams...
It's time for adults to sleep...

I feel the seductive smell of caramel...
I walk to you, shyly...
How far will we go tonight?

Don't bite me...
Please be gentle,
I don't like bitter things yet,
Because I always eat mama's sweets.


If there's something you don't know,
It's natural to be curious about it, right?
Show me everything.

If it's you, I'll show you my...

I always want to be Cinderella,
I'll just run away wearing only my uniform!
Magic, please stop the time...
Otherwise, the bad people will interfere!


I want to run away like Juliet...
But don't call me with that name!
It's true, that we're destined to be bound,
Otherwise it'd be too boring!


Hey, do you want to live together?

I'll use a little makeup,
I promise to be a good girl from tomorrow on...
So just for now, please forgive me


The margin of the black lace,
Isn't secured today...
How far are we going beyond it?

So hard that I bite you,
So hard that it hurts...

Because I'm the one you fell for right?
But papa seems to hate you...

You gave me your hand

Just feel my warmth
Take me away my Romeo!
So far that I won't care!

The bell rings like Cinderella's!
I'll leave my glass shoe,
So find me soon ok?
Before these nightmares wake us up!


She surely did the same thing,
She dropped it intentionally...
That's right, I'm also the same,
I want to endear myself to her!


Look I'm here...

Can you look inside my heart?
It's brimmed with desire isn't it?
But not enough, it should be filled with other things,
So badly that maybe there's no more room for you?


But then there'd be no meaning to it...

Happiness seems to be stored,
In that small box rather than in the larger one!
What should I do? At this rate...
I'd let you down!

But I'm greedy, like papa and mama
Who've only wanted what was good for them,
It's the best isn't it?
I'll accept my fate!


The Cinderella who always tells lies...
Is said to be eaten by the big bad wolf,
What should I do? *At this rate I'll surely be eaten...
Then just save me before that happens ok?
Credits to Romeo to Cinderella and to everyone behind it! Peace~
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