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Alijan Ozkiral Apr 2017
The tinge of secondhand cigarettes fill the air,
Meshing with the scent of a stale motel.
The waft of solitary *** lingers on the unmade beds.
The dilapidated roofing, cracked and chipped,
Threatens to fall on its ghostly residents,
Who care little for the subpar shielding,
Which lets in the acid rain and crumbs of insulation.
The outside, which was once filled with children
Blowing bubbles, filling the moving air with floating life,
Now rests as a statue grey, unnerving in stasis.
Behind the front desk stands the concierge-
As timeless as the cobwebs in the corners and
Dust on the grandfather clock, long since unmoving.
"He was once a great man, as tall as Yggdrasil itself"
Residents were once told.
Now he stands grey and hunched,
As his residents lay sedated and soft.
Alijan Ozkiral Jan 2017
Most of the snow has cleared except
for the ***** piles on street corners.
A black car treads behind me,
it's driver on the phone-
distracted but keeping pace.
I cannot help but focus on the phone,
black all over it's surface except for the screen,
which is so brightly lit
it is as if the sun were in the black car
still behind me-
and still distracted.
My car continues forward under the sun above,
which has long since shifted from yellow to red.

An engorged tide crashes into my side like an eighteen wheeler.
Or, perhaps it's a wave of indifference,
merely crashing down upon me-
pushing me beneath it's apathy.
Though, it could be nothing
and we are all simply drowning.

The sea has calmed.
The swell and crash has died down
to a gentle, rocking ebb and flow.

The driver behind me has left his black car
behind the green sun.
He is still on his black phone,
ushering frantic words and numbers.

Red and blue moons pull me from the water,
away from the moonlit rise and fall
and into a dark, entangling thicket devoid of clarity-
locking me in place.
And, on the body-
my body-
which lays ensnared under Sirens,
is an anxiety so large
it is responsible for the currents of the ocean.
Alijan Ozkiral Nov 2016
Doe-eyed girl across the bar
Acting a shy two-step in the corner
No doubt this is a night not for you -
a night where one must evade man.

No doubt many wish to remove you from this venue -
Wish to feel the wetness of your lips -
Wish to hear the squelch, slap, and drip of intimacy.

I am no different than many.

But, doe-eyed girl,
I also wish to join your shuffle -
and turn acting into dancing.

Doe-eyed girl -
We can hold each other in a swaying upright embrace
'til the dye of your red shirt stains my hand,
and the blue of your jeans rubs off on my finger.

But, for now, I admire in between my own act -
in my own corner.
Alijan Ozkiral Nov 2016
Should you fall asleep thirsty, your soul will wander
to quench your physical desire.
Your soul will sample from filth-
Mud puddles rampant with pus and disease,
filling your stomach with **** stained liquid.
Unfiltered fluid flooding your gut,
poking holes through it's lining.
In the mire is a tadpole fashioned from disgust.
It plops with a squelch into your bloodstream
and swims up to your brain.
There, it releases it's toxins.

The tadpole turns to smog and pollutes you,
it expands like a gas; omnipresent.
After it's poisonous clouds have filled
every space in your mind, it rematerializes.
One tadpole is now one million.
There is no room so they gnaw.
They gnaw through your skull
And they pour out your body.
They smother you.

Should you fall asleep thirsty,
your dreams will wander.
It will find the most hideous pool -
a bath for harpies and Gorgons -
and drink from it.
These ponds will call to your thirst -
like a siren calls to stray sailors -
and show you that you have no place here.
Saw a quote from like 1935 and wrote a poem about based from it.
Alijan Ozkiral Oct 2016
Weave the sutures; ***** open thy skin
Tug from open to close any wounds from within.
Allow pains to heal before they reopen,
For lesions and depression are tight knit and woven.
Alijan Ozkiral Sep 2016
A horde of black birds flee their tree,
Seemingly generated from a plane not here,
A generation of squawks and squeals -
A spawned crow nation.
Their shrieks and screeches are a purposeful clash.
Their numerous flock flying away - still croaking.
Leaving our world with a crash - still croaking.
Yet, still remains the sound of their screams,
Their shrill tones now reside on my tongue.
I caw to call the crows,
They take no note.
My crows turn to cries.
The tears leave my face, appearing from no where.
As they fall to the ground - in unison -
they disappear as quickly as they spawn.
The crows are gone, now -
But our screams remain.
Alijan Ozkiral Sep 2016
Location unknown
Uncharted,
Paths not yet sown.
Unsullied—
No person’s come close,
Refuge for no person,
Uncharted and off course.

Location unknown
Undiscovered,
Any ‘path’ is merely overgrown.
Uninhabited—
No beast has come close,
Everything is prey,
All is overgrown — waiting to decay

Location found
Unexplored,
Not barren, but certainly bare.
Untouched—
No man has come near,
Everything is sheltered.
The forest — tangled — paths still unclear.

Location found
First man on land,
Beautiful, hostile — likely to ensnare.
Surveyed—
We will become close.
She may be secluded,
But I am on course.
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