"Don't tell me what people said about me,
Tell me why they were so comfortable telling you."

I’m scared as f*ck
to want you.

But here
I am,

Still wanting you
anyway.

What is wrong with me
I was fine
Now I am not
Wanting to dress myself in red
And drown in it
I miss things
I guess
Or maybe this is just a episode
That I want to suffer from
Not die
I love life
I just don't like this moment
Right now

and sometimes
we need to lose it all
   to find ourselves.