For ***** and giggles
Lets pretend
Im the on in charge
Im the one with power
Over both of you
Would like these things yelled into your ear
Would like to be woken up the way i am
Would you like to feel the hole i feel
See the dark nightmares i have
Feel the pain i feel
Well would you
Didnt think so
So for ***** and giggles
Ill ask a question
Why do you both think its okay
Why would you put me through it if you ypurselves would chose not to go through it

Hurt and pain.
There's much to gain.
Peace and love.
It's all the same.
Confusion and doubt.
We're not without.
We weep, we cry.
We plead, we try.
We laugh, we smile.
Only to be hurt
by one last trial.
Life is a lesson,
so learn it well.
Maybe, one day,
you can tell it's tale.

...
     Escape maddness
             Screams the mad man
                     Who knows no insanity
                                            ...

Hes seen every part
Every crevice
Every inch of my body
His hands have traveled where no one has
So gentely he squeezed and scratched
His gentle sighs of pleasure
Along with mine
Then he whispers in my ear how beautiful
I am
How much he cares for me
And then he nibbled on my ear
Wrapped his arms around me
And continued thrusting

We are drowning ships
crashing planes
falling skies

We are tragedies that never got
written
in ink
but blood

We are disasters they forgot
to record
or observe
or announce
or save
or help

We are train wrecks that needed saving
Instead you covered your eyes
Shielded your children
Dumped the wreckage into landfills
That are eating away at our plant

Ours

This world, it is ours
Yours and mine
It is not a kingdom that is your
birthright to take
to force yourself on
your rules
your mistakes
your judgement
your hearts

We are people
Collapsible
Collapsing
At every turn
every word
every day
every breath

We are still people
still alive
still able
still fighting
breathing
belonging to a world that has never accepted us
made space for us
let us belong

But we are belonging

Cansada de besos vacíos
suspiro tu recuerdo cada noche
las rosas que brotaban de tu boca
el onix de tus ojos
la saliva enamorada
tu piel de miel tostada
Y me pregunto que será de ti
en las noches solitarias
¿Recordarás la sauvidad de mi piel?
la dulzura de mis caricias
lo conmovedor de mis miradas
los labios          que juraste amar por la eternidad


Y como pregunta se queda
flotando en el aire
aire de anhelo y extrañamiento
aire de recuerdo
imito tus caricias en mi piel
y con eso me conformo
porque ya no hay más




también las flores mueren