Far far away
As though locked in a room
A doll in a cupboard
Is a girl called Alice
Alice the stripper
I myself at home looking for connection
Flick through cams
As though searching yellow pages
My attention caught
As though an anchor
Was around my heart
I stop on Alice
Fragile and vulnerable is what I see
I take her to
""Private chat""
And I tap my keyboard
As fast as hummingbirds wings
To make a connection
But it is no use
As clothes fall of her like broken slates
Of a discarded building
Only to reveal half robot
Half dead human being
I type, "STOP STOP"
But she is lost in her routine
An act of ****** pleasure
"Please stop" ,I type
But her soul scattered
As though beaten away
By stampeding Rhino
For a while we just
Float together
In outer space
Where are you Alice
My heart bleeds
As though a spell had been broken
A nervous silence is ruptured
And like Apollo 13
As she types "hello"
Houston calling Houston
A relief breaths through
My whole being
I type, " hello there"
And ask how are you
I thank her for her **** routine
Then she in response springs back up
As though being controlled
By a remote
Held in my hands
"No No No need no need", I cry I type
" just talk just talk I don't want this"
My heart feeling her vulnerability
Reaches through the screen
seeking to cover like a blanket
Shortly after she covers herself
With a beautiful Royal Blue blanket
I type ," That colour looks beautiful on you
You must wear it when Mr Right
Invites you to a ball
And I tell her she would be stunning
And would shine in that blue
And the lucky man would be the envy of the ball
A sparkle for the first time
Returns to her eyes
Even more beautiful now I feel
It was as though a harvest moon
Had found a gap through
Thick clouds on a very dark night
As her soul returned home
She began to blossom
Like a brave crocus flower
Pushing through the snow
My soul danced with pleasure
As the love in my heart
Spun around her with the joy
Of a long lost planet
Who had just found his sun
As time passed my need to leave
The conversation approached
I asked her to promise me
To always , Love yourself Always
And to know that you are
A treasure
And that you are special
Her eyes began to well up
As my heart swelled up
As a tear drop fell on her being
It was welcomed like the first
Drop of rain
After a long hard drought
After on my way to friends I pondered
Why is it
Like diamonds in coal
Are jewels so easy to find
In dark places
But become so rare
In the light of prosperity
And why so easily condemned
By world
Which stands on moral castles
Built by the power of
Their own pride and vanity
They have their reward on their tower
I feel Jesus would say
I think
If the love in my heart
Is that of our God
I know who
HE LOVES MOST