Do you remember the kitten I showed you?
The stuffed one I had since I was little and true?
It had a small music box in it
And the music never seemed to quit
I told you how it could calm me down
How it would always change my frown

But not tonight
It took me three hours to fall asleep
But that didn't keep
I hyperventilate till I blacked out
I woke up and you were the only thing I thought about.

I'm sorry I didn't listen to when you said
Don't cry, please don't let this hurt you
I'll still be true
I just need time
Just so I can make the climb
And be better for you for me for us

But boo did you notice my cuts?
They started to bleed again
I swear I didn't touch them
You're still my gem.

And like I kept saying
I'll wait for you till forever runs out and then I'll start again
Just waiting for you....

I did wrong
Our love is so strong
is it still?
or has it run ill?

I was Stupid
I killed our cupid
you god very mad
and i was far beyond sad

you went to go let off steam
i stayed hoping it was all a bad dream
but you came back
and i promised i will never lack
ever again

i use a screen name
so no one sees my shame
or takes the blame
for my dying flame

I'm the same person
just a different version

So i can hide
it all inside
for all the times i cried
and lied
and all the times i wish i died
every time i tried
slicing my skin open wide

i use a screen name to let it all out
where i can use my voice to shout
i use a screen name
so i can be who i really am

I know that you may not love me
And i hope that now you feel free
I know i'm not something you miss
But I still long for one more kiss
And i cant see cause everything is a blur
Cause I know that you love her
If missing you is a crime
then lock me away i'll do my time
If you could hold me one more time
I would promise to never make another rhyme
I know that you may not love me

I'm screaming for you
because no one ever knew
I'm screaming because i feel your pain
how it cam down like pouring rain
You put a blade to your wrist
You did it after we kissed
You also put a bottle to your lips
and i felt every single rip
of your heart.

So you can't die
cause you were my star and sky
so i wont let you
did you even have a clue?
so you can't die
you have to stay and try

do you remember the life we planned
It's gonna be so grand
you use to wispier to me about it
but you can't quit
not now
not ever

I believe love is like a flower
and i was just the bower
Each and every one is different

And you, you were like the Aconitum
so inviting and warm
i was oblivious to the storm

at the first taste of your lips
there came an eclipse

i was living on your virus
because i mistook you as an iris
and when you left
you committed theft
and you stole what was left of my heart

and babe without you
the air is not as sweet
nor the fields as beautiful

you know what i ******* love?
when someone lies about there love for you
i wasn't the one above
i was a toy
for a silly boy
and my love for you grew
while you lost yours
closing all the open doors

do you know how hurt i am
like *******
its agony
and you did this to me