i don't know if i'am the only one
who ends up broken and sad
after anything happens

i don't know if i'am the only one
who stays up crying all night
and struggling to put on a smile in the morning

i don't know if i'am the only one
who overthinks things
and messes the wild thoughts running in my head

i don't know if i'am the only one
who ends up feeling used and
drained of all love that one can give

i don't know if i'am the only one
with a broken heart which is still beating
to be broken by someone someday

i don't know if i'am the only one ;

dear best friend,
    i miss you

love,
ex best friend

And I want you to love me even in the situation when you can’t;

and
suddenly
we
were













lost.....

i just have a little hope
that i meant something to you
even though i know
i don't want to be a fool

i can take a minute
and realize
the damage that you have caused
to me
but it will
take forever
for me
to wrong you;

too much truth to be told
but feelings are left unsaid
voice drowns with my thoughts
and finally the darkness consumes me ;

I could ignore you too
Then what would be the difference between me and you ?

I've wasted so much time
between waiting and
wondering ;

Sometimes you have all of it in your head,
But your feelings are just too sad
That your thoughts drown
With everything else
And you can’t find
The right way to
Say things that
You’re feeling;