And now I’ll never know why;

I just realised that it’s been a long time since I laughed.
Like a hearty, eye teary and a stomach aching laugh;

Behind my smile and tears
There is something hidden real;

and yes, you were my everything;

I had a feeling that I could not express
when someone called you their best friend;

i don't know if it all
has a reason at all ;

Why does this sound like our
last goodbye;

I need an endless night to think,
to breathe.
And I know that’s an eternity away,
far away from me.

I fell asleep while I was dreaming about you;

I had an unnecessary fear
while I saw you every time;

I won’t lose those bruises that you left
Behind;

I needed distractions
and they have certainly kept me alive;

You were dusk
and I was dawn.
By fate we were torn apart;

I was raised to love
And to be loved;

he was something i couldn't explain
and something you wouldn't understand ;

i think i can never
stop falling
into this darkness
like i'm falling
for you ;

In the journey of changing my heart and way of life, I learnt to love myself ;

You said that I could never hurt you
And that broke me more ;

She fell in love with everything
With the sounds
With the warmth of the sun
With the midnight thoughts
Even with the stars
When all this meant falling in love with him;

Words can ****
When those words form a poem;

Trouble at heart
Peace of mind
Souls apart
Pieces left behind;

It is not called dying
It is aching,
when you are experiencing pain ;

When times were bad,
It drove me insane and made me confused.
Now , just like my eyes adjust to the dark,
my life has accustomed for being in the dark for too long ;

We didn’t show
But we know ;

Why did I trust
Why did I believe
Why did I keep forgiving
Why did I choose you everytime
Why didn’t I know the difference
Why did I keep coming back to you

Was it to be broken and betrayed
And to feel like nothing ? ;

You played a big role in my life
Whether you know it or not
You are still too much important to me,
You are an important part of me;

I would never let you know how much I cried

because of you;

You should realize that you don’t know me

before

you judge me;

I don’t want to let you close enough to know me as a whole
And I also don’t want to let you go walking away, untold;

I went to sleep
remembering each word that you told
until it completely sank
and consumed my thoughts;

You just gotta love yourself and let yourself know that you are here for you, only you;

I know everything happens for a reason
But you make me smile for no reason;

I’m happy that I found you
I’m happy that you made me realize
And now I’m happy that you left ;

I don’t know how we ended up this twisted;

I’m always hoping for that one day which is never gonna come ;

Sometimes it’s okay to be sad.
Let the sadness consume you.
There will be a time when you may run out of thoughts and be left with an empty mind ;