I am nothing but a waste to you,
Thinking about it makes me feel blue.
I thought that our love is true
But the trial made us due.

Time is all I need
For me to do the deed.
Yet all was rushed
And our love is out of touch.

You made me your tool
To your success, I was a fool.
Your pride made you a ghoul
For it was an act that made you cool.

I gave you everything,
But you said I was nothing.
To your heart I am a disposal
To your soul it states refusal.

You used me well with no closure,
Memories was never your treasure.
Yet your lust was your ideal,
For my body was pleasure you feel.

I loved you, I do
But all the good is untrue.
In the beginning it was all an act
your love is a deception, that's a fact.

Melancholy at ease.
no matter what there is no peace.
a country full of sugar coating.               bleeding tears covered by toxic plating.


Fools inherit the sweetest alibi.
yet behind that is a darkest lie.
the king's tyranny makes it's supporters greedy.
But the people starve they become needy.

False hope came like wildfire.
Injustice flows to the river as pure as sapphire.
Kingdom price gives nothing but hunger strike.
Lost in greed impaled by a poisonous pike.

Kings and queens pampered with luxury.
while the people suffered from poverty.
Piracy as revolution.
To the poor with no solution.

Cries of the people unheard.
Working to become a freebird.
A broken rosary tainted by sweet hatred.
The ruler's behavior symbolizes putrid.

Always eloping
To a place that needs finding,
Love and attention is what you get
Yet, people go and they will forget.

Charming as you walk
Seeing you, people will talk
hoping for a true affection
Yet, only lust gets their attention.

As you purr for a friend
You go for the trend,
When the time is bent
Green leaves is your tent.

A stray like you,
With heart that is morning dew
Life is charming, to a fake love hue
In the end you are a highway stew.

Brewing in the moon.
harmonizes the tune.
a single sip makes it good to be true.
a cup of coffee makes you feel blue.

an aroma of happiness.
comes an after taste of sadness.
a burning sensation gives intense calmness.
a hot cup filled with madness.

a mixture of love and hatred.
sprinkled with love that is tainted.
a bean leaving nothing from the past.
an empty cup is it's last.

In every beat you sway.
In my eyes I see you bright as day.
the way you move.
makes my heart get into groove.

At every darkest nights.
the moonlight shines like a dozen spotlights.
in every step you take.
more rhythms you make.

In my heart you are my star.
so bright it shines far.
like flamingo in flames.
you danced like a fierce lion;
so hard to tame.

Beautiful white pearl so innocent and pure.
your beauty is as good as cure.
yet you show the darkest half of you.
so malevolent it made my heart split in two.

the memories we spent.
is nothing but a vanishing scent.
the colors of you became dark and corrupted.
your false beauty makes you seductive.

darkness circles your heart.
tearing your innocence apart.
you became a material
in your own memorial.

To me your my light
Every dark times I fight
With your smile
Troubles gone with a smite.

But despite the courage
It ended up in the garbage
To think it was chance
All I can do is glance.

At a fantasy that never come true
Despite the friendship I feel blue
We aren't meant to be together
For I was just a bother.

I respected you and your happiness
Fly and be free of your loneliness
I won't be a hindrance anymore
you are still the one I adore.

I'm happy for you not by force
But because you're free to soar
Up in the sky of freedom
To the man on the other kingdom.

Even if it hurts, I smile
My feelings of happiness is a lie
Deep inside my heart I'm bleeding
Holding back the feeling of loathing.

The tears of sadness twisted with joy
Living a life as if I was a toy
Pretending to play house with fantasy
The pain is overdosed like ecstasy.

Longing for the love I wanted
From miles away it tilted
To the road where she likes it
And the place which I am unfit.

Thus, I pretend my emotions
To start no worries and commotions
Even if it burns like hell
I'll die hearing the funeral bell.

Young minds blinded with fantasy.
defending the things that shows fallacy.
some may generate baseless conspiracy.
the biases called it a legacy.

like a faceless dime.
it change From time to time.
when one speaks the truth.
the rest will protest.

the truth is like a puzzle.
finding it makes one fizzle.
criticism strikes like a missle.
one becomes unwise and docile.

In life there is a plus and a minus.
riddle with emotions just like calculus.
the path you take may have probabilities.
in every risk there are some properties.

Physically in love yet there is no chemistry.
broken hearted you see nothing but catastrophe.
every single step becomes an interval.
yet adversaries become verbal.

A circle of friends have different variables.
one of them likes to read parables.
some are sensitive.
but one of them is negative.

As life runs like a scientific notation.
everyday problems comes in rotation.
a solution is just like statistics.
but the road ahead is like quantum physics.

You live for a reason.
through hardships it's like a passing season.
in the end they will remember the number of choices you made.
and the scale of risk you wisely take.

I don't know when you will be mine,
Or when you will be with someone else.
But in my heart, I love you,
Yet my mind tells me that it's unrequited.

I stand on the precipice of my feelings,
Torn between the desire to confess
And the fear of rejection.
The words I long to say
Are trapped in the corridors of my heart,
Echoing in the silence of my solitude.

Every time I see you,
My heart beats a symphony of hope and despair,
A melody only I can hear.
I cherish the moments, the fleeting glances,
The smiles that light up my world,
Yet leave me yearning for more.

My mind, ever practical, warns me,
"This love is unreturned, unspoken, and unfulfilled."
But my heart, filled with passion and dreams,
Whispers, "Hold on, perhaps one day..."

I watch as you walk away,
Hand in hand with fate,
While I remain in the shadows,
Bound by the chains of my unvoiced love.

I dream of the day I can tell you,
The day my courage overcomes my fear,
But until then, I live in this silent reverie,
Loving you from afar,
A love that gives me strength and breaks me all at once.

For now, my love remains a secret,
A beautiful yet painful secret.
I love you yet, I can't tell you.
And so, I continue to wait,
Hoping that one day, you might see me,
And hear the unspoken words of my heart.

I wanted to run free
but the chains held me back
and unable to flee
crushed childhood dream
in front of me while I scream.

hoping for the best
while I wait for the worst
the struggles in every step
I am unable to keep.

series of trials I face
but attempts never got a place
keeping in mind that soon I'll perish
with medications memories will be cherished.

Here lies the life I longed for.
All forgotten and gone
buried in my own faith
where there is no path.

Even though my eyes are clear
I'm still blinded by the love
The love so pure as white as dove
Seared with pain I sensed fear.

Yet it doesn't stop me from thinking
About that day that you don't want me
I'm tired of thinking on how to flee
Feels like I'm the one losing

When I carry this pain inside
I just want to say how much I love you
Because in the end all those are true
Even if I'm just a "set aside"

I'm tired, yes I do, so drained
My heart will stop beating
As if I was a flower wilting
This things got me chained

I am blindly in love with you
Even if it the odds are against me
Even the I die like a flee
My emotions will always be true.

Lost in thought by deep emotions.
stranded in one place that cause commotion.
the feeling of being alone.
comes sadness like a big old stone.

thinking of the past.
bringing struggles that never last.
plague by evil with a murderous laugh.
ranting endlessly with a suicidal rap.

Stuck in the island of emptiness.
with a boat load of loneliness.
a palm tree of trials.
answered with nothing but denials.

***** of temptation.
holding a shell of bad intentions.
along with mermaids filled with lust and seduction.
this is nothing more than an illusion.

The day when love goes bloom
my heart taste defeat and I feel blue
Everyday the air felt like my tomb
It's like my emotions are untrue.

I destroyed this feelings for you
So I could set you free
I don't want to be a hue
That starts a fire and burn a tree.

You gave me a cold shoulder
It makes me freeze in emptiness
In every wind of defeat I shiver
And in every snow I felt loneliness.

I failed to deserve you
I couldn't give what you wanted
You deserve others than I do
All I can say is I'm broken and busted.

Abandoned yet ignorant to unfairness,
I smiled on every people that passed by,
and all I get is a ticket to die,
where is the love and what they call kindness?

I was left to rot and was seen as a pest,
People hurt me when all I wanted was love,
I have no shelter, yet my head smiles above,
looking forward for another day like its a test.

They found me, raised me and fed to the fullest
I was happy until they took me away
I became stressed, yearning for a loving caress
The last thing I wished was to stay.

They sent me to the unknown,
ignorant and helpless,
my heart beats fast as my sorrow had grown,
all I needed was love yet they see me less.

A research instrument only to die in space,
as I re-entered I'm burning all over the place,
as I die my only wish was another life,
a life that will give me love and survive.