I once love
I was frustrated
I cried, tears wattered my pillows
I tried to forget,
And the wound was beginning to heal
But why that the one
You always wanted to forget
Always comes to your memory?
Pretending is so hard!
I'm laughing in the outside
Crying in the inside
GOD why did I loved?
Why am I frustrated?

Cupid shoots arrows

Matchmaking is what he does

But, what if he falls in love?

Does he deserve a happy ending too?

Feelings are inevitable, cupid could fall

For someone anytime and anywhere.

If that happens, he'd be confused, for he

Doesn't know what to do with his feelings

Maybe some people would say, he's crazy

Others would say he's not doing his work

And he's wrong to have such feelings.

But can you blame him?

Shooting arrows isn't an easy task,

It requires accuracy and passion to do such work.

If cupid accidentally scratched himself

With his golden arrow, would you forgive

If you were supposed to be the person

To be shot, and the girl he fell in love

With was the girl you were destined to be with?

Ask me what you want to know and I'll tell you when,  where or how did it happened. Just in case you wanna know.

Im thankful for the day we've met.
For a smile coast nothing
And that start a lasting friendships

Friends may come and go
But you stand from everyone else
You have a special quality
That makes you unique

You've broaden my perspective in life
You've taught me how to be strong and fine
there were times that I become stubborn
And all the stupid act I have
But You always understand me
Even understanding isnt easy for you to do

from now on until the last breathe
I have, you will always be a special part of me
Cause you hold a special place in my heart.

It all started ng maging adik ako sa ALDUB!! (the love team of Alden and Yaya  Dub) well, he is too! Kasi dun kami nagkakilala. Una pa comment-comment lang kami sa Eat Bulaga facebook page before. And this guy, there is something about him, (something that is so captivating) at parang hinahatak akong tingnan yung profile niya. Kasi ang galing niyang mag comment, yung POV niya yun ang nakakuha ng attention ko talaga!!

So I viewed his profile though i know its a fake account because it was named  blah, blah, blah!

You can't push yourself to someone who doesn't love you enough. You have to learn to let go of the things that's not meant for you. If someone leaves you along the road, someone will come over and walk with you. Somebody will love you more than what love you can give and what you deserve. You just have to let go of the things that hurt you, so you may find that someone that will cherish you for the rest of your life.

How many nights
Must I stay awake
Thinking of you.

How many tears
Must I cry over you.

How many poems
Must I write about you.

How many hints
Must I drop to you.

How many songs
Must I dedicate to you.

How many times
Before you realize
That the only thing I want is YOU!

How I wish I can tell you,
What I really feel,

I miss you so bad,
But I know you didn't care,
And that's breaks my heart,

When will be the time,
That you would like me back?

Chasing on you, is just like chasing
The rainbow in the sky,

But as long as my heart only beats for you,
I will never get tired,
Of loving you from a far,

Paano nga ba nagsimula ang lahat?  
Kahit ako ay naguguluhan
Sa damdaming di ko lubos maintindihan
Bakit sa dinami-dami ng tao sa mundo
Bakit ikaw pa?  
Di ko matanggap na ako'y
Nahulog na sayo ng tuluyan
Nakakatawa mang pakinggan
Pero sino ba sila, ikaw?
Para damdamin koy husgahan?

Di man tayo personal na magkakilala
Pero bakit yung puso ko
Parang matagal na kitang kilala?
Lihim kitang nagugustuhan sa higit pa sa iyong nalalaman.
Pag-ibig na kaya ito?

Ito na ba ang kinatatakutan kung mangyari?
Ang umibig sa taong ni minsan ay di
Kayang suklian ang pagsintang aking nararamdaman?

Sana dumating ang araw na kahit minsan lang
Mawala ka naman sa isip ko
Kasi kahit saan ako magpunta
Ikaw lang ang laman ng isip ko
Kung kamusta ka kaya?
Kumain ka na ba?  Anong ginagawa mo ng ganitong oras?
Kung naiisip mo din ba ako?
Tila kay daming laman ng isip ko
Pero ikaw lang talaga ang nakarating sa puso ko

Lagi naman ganyan eh.
Puro na lang ikaw?  Minsan natanong ko din sa sarili ko.
Kelan kaya magiging ako?
Yung tipong ako naman ang iisipin mo,  maging laman ng puso at damdamin mo.

Kahangalan mang maituturing
Ngunit paano nga ba mapipigilan
Ang bugso ng damdamin?
Aasa ba ako?  O tuluyan ko na lang
Limutin itong aking nararamdaman?

If you look close enough to the world around you.

You might find someone like you.

Someone trying to find their way.

Someone trying to find their self.

Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world, who's struggling, who's frustrated, unsatisfied, barely getting by.

But that feeling, is a lie.

And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all another day.

Someone or something will find you and make it all okay.

Because we all need a little help sometimes.  

We need someone to remind us that it won't always be this way.

That someone is out there..  

And that someone will find you.

I wish I can forget,
what I always remember.

I wish I can remove,
what I cannot replace.

And I wish I can unlove,
What I can never have.

I know you're there somewhere.
I hope you don't have to deal with all the ******* out there.
I hope you didn't have to go through the same pain i'm going through right now.
I hope you didn't have to hurt someone else's heart same as other ******* around.

I want you to know that i'm preparing myself to you.
I've made mistakes in the past but i didn't regret it though.
I've met wrong men, some who would come and go.
I am fixing myself and be ready for you.
I know you're coming and waiting for me too.

You deserve to have the best in me.
I know you're coming, it might not be too soon but i know it's not going to be too late.
I hope we can find each other soon.
I am not in a hurry though,
I will hang on and rebuild myself.
I don't know how much preparation i needed to do, but i know God will give me you at the most perfect time and at our most perfect self.

How can move on,
When I'm not even moving on.

How can I let go,
When I never want to let go.

How can I forget you.
When you're always on my mind.

How can I stop from liking you.
When I never really did.

I am hurt,  but what can I do?
You only see me as a friend, and I guess that's how my love story ends.

How long are you gonna stay
In my mind, and in my heart?

Please don't take it too long?
Cause I don't think if I can survive this
Pain,
Loneliness,
And sadness!
That I'm feeling right now,

Its really breaking my heart into pieces, thinking that we could never be.

But from the day I confess my feelings to you,
I told myself, that its time for me to let go.
As much as I want to stay! but reality hit me.

Its time for me to say goodbye now,
I know its hard, but someday I'll get used to it!  Like those times, when I never meet you in my life. (before) and (after)

You came to my life quietly, simply
And the world stood, still
I could not say a word
Even a simple gesture showed
Yes I wanted you to know I care
But I'm afraid, afraid that you will laught at me
So the feeling was kept in my heart
And deny the love within me
But we're slowly moving apart
All the distance you kept hurt me so much
Shall I tell that I need you so?
And if I don't? How will you ever know?

Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time let go, allow people to hurt themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when its all over.

I once resisted my heart, then I realized it will lead me to nowhere, so even though I will have to face the war again. I did. And every broken pieces gets stronger as I give up. Every distance, every unsaid words, i realize more that.

In a failed relationship, there are two personas. "The one who left and the one that's left behind." the former enjoys a lot while the latter dies slowly. The one who left rejoices as if he won a case, the other one though not guilty was jailed. The first one will find a new love but the last will stick for love to come back. The one who left will brought the memories and the other was left with a scar. Lastly, the one who left wakes up to a brand new day while the one left behind wakes up with another day to battle the pain.